Never be Replaced.

2012-01-26T08:20:00.000-08:00

hello world!

I want to have a quick post before I go back to watching RM hehe! ;)

So.. CNY's itinerary is the same as the past years, excluding 2010 and 2011.

Feel rather good to meet up w most of my relatives, esp those who I only get to see them annually.

went to WenYun's house on the 2nd day of CNY w Nicole, XueQi, WeiLit and Emillio before leaving for aunt's place. And when I got to aunt's place, I managed to talk to Natasha for a while before we gambled :)

Kinda sad she's emigrating and due to different educational system overseas, I may not get to see her till many years later.

I could sense the fear in her that she would not be able to recognise us again.. :((((

Continuing to the 3rd day of CNY, I had a date w MA BITCHES WEIRU NIXON AND WEILIT!! :D

We went to watch Jack&Jill and the movie is so boringgg :/ then headed to shop around in town before leaving for chomps for dinner + visiting Nixon's guinea pigs!

Spent 5/6 of the day rotting and another ~1/6 w Bervyn today hehe! :D

okay gooooooooooodbye!

00:53

2012-01-22T22:01:00.000-08:00

Hello world! :)

I'm blogging from my phone cos it's soooo boring at aunts place rn.
Anyway, I wish all readers happy cny! :)

Okay so. My 2nd last week of holidays was spend shopping w Cherylene, meetings bro's chalet and work.
Last Friday marked the end of my work w BS groups. And for my last 2 work days, I did a new campaign, for a new company, w new colleagues and in a new place.

did visiting this morning, and rn, I'm stuck at aunts place till midnight. :s
that's about all. Should've got myself a full time entertainer. Haha.

PS: I don't want to get fat!

14:10

2012-01-17T07:22:00.000-08:00

4e1'11 I really miss all of y'all :(

Hello world.

I think I can just go crazy by all these daily posts, but I better post as much as I can before feb.

TODAY IS A LATE DAY.

Supposed to meet Bryan at 10, but I was still deciding what to wear at 950.

We went to shop and left for Jap buffet at 1130.

we were the 4th table to settle yet the last to leave! HAHA. Patricia joined us after a while and we ate and we ate and we ate. This is my first time I sat at the table for 3.5 hours eating NON-STOP CAN YOU IMAGINE?! :O

We were so full that we had to play finger games to clear the dessert. x)

So once again, imagine the 3 of us walking out of the restaurant grabbing our stomachs and groaning and whining and complaining and JUST BE ANGSTY.

And due to the metabolic processes in our bodies, we were so tired we laughed at anything that can be laughed at lol!

Went to shop (again!!!) and rushed back home to prepare for training at AJ.

Training was supposed to start at 530 but I only boarded the bus at 523. How late!!

Ran and ran and ran. Just bring me back to the track, w the baton in my hand, and the number tag on my jersey. entire training felt like t&f, maybe less tiring than t&f training.

ohyeah, I was looking through all the photos of Dec 2011 yesterday and I wish Dec can just rewind itself over and over again. I want the Christmas-y feel again :(

I have so much to say, but so hard to express it in words.

23:49

2012-01-16T08:45:00.000-08:00

THIS IS EPIC OMG

Hello world!

this is an evidence that i'm trying to be faithful to my blog lol.

okay so, yesterday was rather screwed. Idk why but everything just turned out.. funny (?)

Went to pool and movie w Tessa, Zach, BenLoke, Joshua and Jordan. Like awkward only.

As expected, I walked out of the cinema asking everybody what happened in the show cos I really can't stand action movies argh.

I have nothing else to say.

till then.

00:57

2012-01-15T09:44:00.000-08:00

Doraemon from Japan! Thanks to Marilyn :D

Hello world!

I think I am quite unfaithful to my blog; I told myself I will try to have daily updates before school starts but I am so lazy. I need somebody to invent a pill to get rid of my laziness.

the past week was rather eventful, or so I guess. Went for AJC's, NYJC's and SRJC's open house which made me even more confused about which college I should choose. So..I've submitted my JAE and it's exactly 2 weeks to the release of JAE results! :O

Went back to PH last friday and the first teacher I saw once I stepped into the school was Mrs Ali! :D She finally said I look mature (HEHEHE) when she used to say I'm childish oops.

After having a kaypo discussion w JiaQi and Tyrone, I told Mrs Ali that I feel so cheated. All along, I perceived that Emath is the 2nd most important subject, and I only found out that Comb Humans is the most important subject, besides English. Funny how Mrs Ali used to warn me about this and I didn't believe her, until the point when we talked about Tyrone w 7 As yet unable to squeeze into top 5. :S

I was really touched by how my clarinet juniors welcomed me back :)) All the crazy and high and wild moments w Zoxanne, Huda, Jhoanna, Wanling, Nan, Sarah and Jessline! plus plus I finally got to play the clarinet after 927486956753491347 donkey months! My tone became cui-er, my technique- lousier, sight-reading-WORST.

okay i'll talk more tmr, it's a super angry day and I am at a loss of words rn. bye!

02:19

2012-01-09T08:46:00.000-08:00

Hello world!

My eyelids become exceptionally heavy out of a sudden so I guess I'll finish posting everything + finish up RM before I go to bed.

I was so worried about my results and the route I am going to take after that last week that I can die due to high levels of anxiety.

And I went for TJC, TP, NP and SP's open house, which troubled me even further.

After much anticipation, I got my O's results today!

3 A1s, 3 A2s and 2 B3s. Single digits for R4 and R5. Happy? Quite. Sad? Quite. I'm contented w what I got.

And when I entered hall, I saw Mr Neo's glum face and I knew something is really wrong. But Mrs Dan came shortly after Mr Neo did and told me I did well for Chem. I was elated, for that instant only. Recalled what Mr Neo told me when he handed me my report book for prelims, he wanted to see my name appearing on the screen and I let him down.

And what's the irony? It lies in the fact that the 3 A2s are my BEST subjects. Emath, Amath and Bio. I've been getting A1s consistently for Emath and Amath, however, I guess the moderation killed me. And I'm even more surprised that my Bio, which used to be my best science, now fell to the 2nd place.

To my horror, Shaun and I got the same points for R4 and R5, just like how we were fighting for the first 2 positions in sec 2. And what's even more astonishing is that Mr Neo said that we were ALMOST there, for the top 5. Our R4 and R5 are the same as the top scorers, just that we got a B for English, which explains why we could not go up to the stage.

Even Ms Krishnan said that I am so close to getting that position, but oh well..

Besides letting Mr Neo down, another thing that made me quite out of mind was the call I received from Mum. I could totally hear the tinge of sadness and anger when I told her my points, considering the amount of efforts I put in for O's, if only I started chionging earlier, if only..

When I received my results slip, the first few drops of tears were filled w pure disappointment. But Mrs Ali walked towards me after a while and hugged me :') Really thankful for this teacher. Best teacher for 3 consecutive years. Amazing how she killed my SS+GE paper during prelims and eventually pushed me to a grade I desire :)

Talked to a few teachers before I left school. There were mostly well wishes and a little "ALMOST THERE, ISABEL." :|

Then left for lunch w JiaQi, Jerena, Eugene, Javiel and JunJie. OMG BEST STUDY PEEPS EVERRRR. :)

O's officially waved goodbye to me. Good thing is I finally finished another part of my education. Bad thing is that I need to prepare myself for more stress which will be making its way here soon.

Still in a dilemma which route should I choose, still wondering where did I go wrong for my double math.

Till then.

01:16

Reality? Or not.

2012-01-04T10:22:00.000-08:00

Never fail to be unglam X.X

Hello world!

Today marks the last day of Christmas, but there's still Epiphany this Sunday!

After 4 days of lazing around, I decided to sit down and think of my new year resolutions, quite late, but it's better than being aimless throughout the year.

I began reading my archives and I have absolutely no idea why I have this fear in me, where's my motivation? I guess a self-run Adam Khoo workshop will make me better after brainwashing myself w lots of sayings.

I woke up and saw all the tweets regarding the release of O's results flooding my timeline.

A train of thoughts knocked my head and it made me ponder a little.

Again, Idk why I bother entertaining other thoughts when I have already made up my mind.

Then came in all the "what-if-I-cant-get-in?" thoughts, but it's okay, in any case, I'm sure God will tell me His plans are better than my dreams.

Then I had a talk w Nixon and JiaQi, and all the JC/Poly thoughts hit me again. Argh!

I still feel V E R Y uncertain, is it normal to start panicking all about post-secondary education rn? What if, what if, what if. I need the motivation I had for O's back. It all depends on what I see next Monday. Maybe I should relax for the next 4 days, while I'm still able to afford to do so.

till then.

02:51

2012-01-03T07:45:00.000-08:00

Hello world!

this marks my first post of 2012!

I'm having this bittersweet feeling now that 2011 has officially waved goodbye, but there's a constant reminder in me thanking the man above for everything that occurred in 2011.

alright so, besides work last week, I went on a shopping trip IV w Cherylene on new year's eve!

We must be some crazy kids cos we were in town at 11+AM, ITS IN THE DAY!! What a weird timing haha.

We didnt plan to spend much but we just wanted to shop oops! Never did we thought that we went over our budget within such a short period of time.

Thanksgiving mass followed by SJB's mini concert. All went pretty well w the exception of some hiccups here and there.

Countdown-ed w choir peeps before meeting Bervyn :)))))))))))))))

By the time I went back to meet those choir peeps, all I found was food, cups, tissue papers lying all over and everybody fell asleep, except Selene who gave me a shock.

Witnessed Brandon's engagement on the 2nd of Jan, and had a meeting thereafter.

I AM REALLY BORED AT HOME when all my juniors have already started school. And I miss school- 4e1, batchmates, teachers, band peeps EVERYBODY! I miss the food in PH too. I miss having to rush all revision papers + chasing of teachers after school just to get that few minutes of extra consultation. I miss ASP, night study and study break consultations which include hogging Mrs Ali and Ms Krishnan w Nicole. I miss how the AV plays the horse-galloping song every morning assembly. I miss the way all the sec4s complained about having to climb to the 4th floor every morning and how each class fight for the ground floor classrooms whenever they are vacant. I MISS PH, and the list goes on.

I have a weird habit; I TALK TO DOLPHINS :O

That's all for now!

00:13

2011-12-28T07:38:00.000-08:00

Featuring STAC retreat 2011 :)

Hello world!

I hate to start off on a bad note but .. DAMN ALL THOSE IDIOTIC MOSQUITOES WHO BITE ME ARGH! I WILL HAVE MY REVENGE! HAHA.

I'm starting to have post Christmas + caroling blues cos the post Christmas period is so NOT eventful :(

Had boxing day lunch @ Priscillia's house on Monday which made me felt so guilty. Tbh, I always regret eating buffet cos it never fails to make me fat.

Went down to Marilyn's place thereafter for a discussion.

Slept till the afternoon on Tuesday (that's how free I am after Christmas!! No Carolling :( ) followed by popping by at Aunt's place and Sis and I fell asleep at her place. How sleepy can I be..

Sang for a wedding mass today at St Teresa's church. This church brings back memories of NYC. I really miss those times ;)

Left for work after lunch and I am really S U P E R T I R E D today. Work isn't that relaxing anymore now that I've changed partner, time to be serious! -stern look-

okay post Christmas is really boring.

Till then! :)

00:24

2011-12-25T07:00:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS MY LOVELY READERS! :)

Now that the first day of Christmas is almost over, I can officially declare that my schedule isn't that packed as compared to the weeks before Christmas.

I've completed my journey w Vocca Inc for 2011. So see you carolers in 2012! :)

I was down w fever, sore throat and flu the week before Xmas. I slept throughout the entire day and I really felt miserable.. Till I decided to try swallowing panadol :S the great part is that it managed to get me well after 3 days.

The 2nd and 3rd week of Dec was super hardcore. Myself, together w the rest of the carolers had to cab/fly/train from places to places within a short period of time between the sessions. Thus leading us to name ourselves "angmoh getai".

Had STAC retreat the following week. It was really fantastic! :D I can never find the words to describe the satisfaction I feel during each and every church camps/retreat. :) But I guess it really wasn't meant to be said cos it's between God and I! :)

Sing, sang and sung. My voice feels super strained by the end of the first few sessions and it has yet to recover ARGH! Oh, and I got closer to the carolers of Vocca Inc as well! Even though I've been in the group for 3 years, this is the first year they see the usual-high-and-crazy side of me HAHA.

The highlight of Dec: CHRISTMAS! :D

This day is really TAI BANG LE! And I wanna thank everybody who made this day awesome for me! :D Matthew 2010, Bervyn, usual-zi-high-choirmates, Marilyn, STAC, Vocca Inc, Paternal Family and most importantly, JESUS! :D

Ton-ed the night through at Bongs' place, but I fell asleep and when I woke up, I only remember myself squeezing at one corner of the bed cos Jason, Selene and I were fighting for a comfortable spot while the rest settled on the floor oops!

And in order to get all of us to church on time for choral warm-ups, we squeezed in Jason's car and I had to sit in the boot! It's pretty FUN :D HAHA. Just that I felt as though I was on a roller coaster.

Went for Mass then Marilyn came over to my place, and we left for carolling together.

OHYA! And to mention the night STAC partied at Marilyn's place, the entire night was so dramatic I couldn't believe my own choirmates can actually be so high and scandalous!!! haha. It was nice having to sing for the cabbie who drove us to Marilyn's place, at Marilyn's doorstep so that she will allow us in and all the fun we had! With the exception that I threw up my dinner twice but I don't want to go into further details haha.

AS OF THIS YEAR, CHRISTMAS 2011 IS THE BEST! :D

Alright, I'm done for this post. Enjoy your holidays readers!

Till then, God Bless! :D

23:43

2011-12-11T07:40:00.000-08:00

Hello world.

I AM SUPER TIRED RN. AND ANGSTY. AND FRUSTRATED. AND I'M CARRYING A MIX OF EMOTIONS. Ahh whatever, let me continue.

I guess my superior should be quite disappointed w Zhenyu and I when we turned up for work on Thur and Fri. We used to be the *ACE* pair and our sales dropped from 71 to 63 to 42.. :S

I wasn't surprised by our sales lol! out of the 5 hours working, we spent around 1 hour eating and walking around aimlessly. Thurs was crazy; I had to follow Zhenyu to Topman to choose his clothes cos he said girls have better taste. Besides Nixon and WeiLit, I've never done serious shopping w any other guy :O So weird omg.

Friday was the best! :D Received a call from Ruiwen and I rushed over to A&F! To my surprise, the angmohs there are H O T ohmygaaah! :)

I became a superwoman overnight due to my hectic caroling schedule. I have to fly from Novena to AngMoKio to Little India to Clementi to Funan then back to Little India!

The funniest thing while I was caroling is that I almost drop my mic today! There was no mic stand and I sang when my eyes were half closed! Thank goodness my left hand went to grab the mic before it slip off from my right hand. My heart almsot flew out at that instance hahaha.

Plus yesterday was an angry day. Tbh, I've never been so angry in choir before. I'm thankful for the teachers who taught me while I was having my debating course. So, moral of the story: If you can't substantiate your point, then dont act hero okay dude read this!

00:04

2011-12-07T07:16:00.000-08:00

Hello world! :)

what should I start from? It seems like it's been a while since I last blogged.

I was happily living my pig life last week. Nearly 8 hours of sleep each day and work in the evening. Oh, mentioning about sleep. I have yet to pamper myself w 10 hours of sleep each day which I promised myself to before O's started. And I left my job officially, (fyeah!!) due to several reasons. Though I can't bear to part w my collegues there, esp Zhuping and Hongxin, I decided to leave w Ruiyun cos the manager was atrocious.

I was glad that I am able to turn up for choir practices and sectionals but due to unforeseen difficulties, I carry nothing but regrets in this journey w my fellow choir peeps. Oh well.

Started another work last friday. I really like the work schedule :) Not busy and I have time to spare for the rest of the week to catch up w my shows and friends and more shopping to do! :D

Was asked to pair up w Zhenyu cos every girl has to pair up w a guy. Quite coincidental that we are both toppes for geog when we were in sec 2! This job is really cool, we are not restricted to one location alone and we are allowed to take small breaks! :)

Caroling started too. It's really nice to meet up w caroling peeps like Fiona and Loretta (these are the only 2 I remember since sec 2!) whom I only meet them every December! :) In addition to the full-black dress code, we are required to wear scarf and Santa hat wef from this year onwards! Felt quite embarassed initially, but got better as time passes by. And I bumped into Willy when I was caroling at some country club last Sat. Couldn't recognise him till I saw his nametag cos we didnt bump into each other for 6 years despite staying so close!

Shopped for 6 hours w Cherylene on Monday. It was a very fruitful shopping trip. By the end of 2 hours, we bought most of our stuff but our legs were close to dying cos we walked the entire shopping mall thrice!

Headed to JB w Ruiwen and Ruiyun yesterday to SHOP! :D Dead beat by the time I got home.

My mood was spoiled when I got home and checked my messages. I just don't believe that one man can pull each and every one of us down. Bring it on dude, put down your ego.

I knew something fishy was going on when I woke up today and it really happened. I will fight for what I want, just so you wait dude. There are just too much politics going on. I went speechless. I AM disappointed. But given my small authority, what can be done? Oh well.

I think I should continue shooting but for the sake of privacy, I shall stop.

PS: I really despise keyboard warriors. REALLY.

23:55

2011-11-27T07:12:00.000-08:00

Hello you readers! :)

Well, I think I've lost track of time such that I forgot to go to church on Sat! :(

Though I attended mass today, it feels weird not having to go for devotion yesterday. And I feel a deep sense of guilt within me :S

alright so work is killing my legs. I need a foot massage asap. I'd rather study than work lol!

I really like boss, lady boss, boss' daughter and the entire family! They are really friendly :) And they will joke around w Yun and I unlike the manager.. -_-

Had an early release today woo~ by 6+ all I could remember was dreaming of a toilet bowl. My stomach was in great pain, like seriously! So I stood there like a statue dreaming of nonsense, toilet bowl and all things which I think will not even come true lol.

The business was great yesterday. All the workers were working like mad. Plus I walked around like some busy bee searching for nectar, without giving a single thought to all the physical pain I was going through. Scalded myself a few times but gotta take it, life is tough argh. At least I'm glad that it took my mind off from other worries :)

I have a lot to say but I guess I'll leave it to the next post.

Goodbye for now.

23:56

2011-11-25T07:56:00.000-08:00

H E L L O W O R L D ! : D

i'm quite shag right now but given my nocturnal lifestyle, i'll only sleep at 2.. or 3?

Work has officially started for me, so no more nua-ing at home the entire day watching Running Man or Forensic Heroes 3 :( Aww..

Today is my first day of work, though not my first time being a waitress, but this is way more tiring cos I have to usher customers! Plus this is way more embarassing cos I have to wear the shirt + jeans + APRON instead of long sleeved shirt + skirt which I had to wear while working for the previous company.

Took the night shift and time flew past v.....e......r........y.... slowly.

It was less than 2 hours of ushering and I had gastric pain. Tolerated w all the nonsense for the next 5 hours before the supervisor let Yun and I off! :)

Decided to turn up for 2e3/o9's chalet yesterday after persuasive WeiLit and Nixon convinced me. Didnt want to go initially cos I felt that there is bound to have some tinge of awkwardness between between between.. ahh I should stop here.

heheh went quite high w Patricia and Marcus! :)

Oh, went to have my lunch at Sushi Tei before class chalet. It's kinda cool that my own batchmates served me oops!

And in short, I love to nua! :D

Also, I've opened up my twitter account again! So here it goes: @isabeeellyy

ciaoz peeps!

00:41

I wanna run.

2011-11-21T06:11:00.000-08:00

hehehe this guy is my 2nd official eyecandy!! ;)

Hello world! :)

I am super shag now and I just want to finish this post asap so that I can get to bed earlier!

Volunteered myself at some Minds school together w Nicole, Ruiwen, Ruiyun, Jermaine, Khengyi, Weilit and Bryan.

Thought I was late initially, so I walked at some commando speed to the lrt station, only to find Wen, Yun and Lit a couple of minutes later. Kinda surprised that I'm considered early haha!

Broke up into pairs so that we can be more efficient for the checking of books. Paired with Bryan and I think we're really very efficient. Haha. We completed 992 call numbers within 3 hours! :)

Nua-ed for the next hour and left for Vivo for another interview.

I've decided to take up this job and reject the other 2. Oops.

But given the fickle minded character of mine, I may be heading down for another interview at some known hotel tmr.

Met my closest churchies yesterday, my best and closest clique today, next group of peeps: mugging clique!! :(

Argh I used to see them daily from Sept till 14Nov, now they're nowhere to be seen!

JiaQi Jerena Rachael HuiLing Javiel Eugene JunJie and more A level peeps!

22:27

2011-11-20T06:35:00.000-08:00

annual BFF photo lol!

Hello world! :D

I've been rotting a lot for the last 3 days. Ohmygaaah need to get my ass out of this house and probably exercise or something :/

Submitted a job application on Thursday, and went for an interview today. I guess half of my mind is set that I'm gonna reject the job. Because on a second thought, the pay is really low. :S

Had my dental appointment on Friday, which I really feel like strangling my orthodontist. Argh he filed my teeth as though he's doing some D&T workpiece. The metallic strip was super pain, and I mean, SUPER! Besides, he poked my gums :( Now I have a ulcer at some weird place beside my smiley.

Went for a date w my fling yesterday. After much eating and walking around, he decided to go and disturb Paul. Hahaha. And I followed :O My 'shy' mode was on! Haha!

The 3 of us sat in front of a piece of 'depressing' glass. Haha. Whenever a hot babe walked pass together w some not-so-good-looking guy, the 2 guys will kkk. Same goes for me; whenever a hot guy walked pass w a not-so-good-looking girl, I looked down. Haha!

I was supposed to meet Rachael and co. at MBS at 630pm but I decided to give them aeroplane. :P Plus I totally forgot about choir practice! :(

Some kind of calling drew me to morning mass today. It must be God's grace hehehe :D

Feel really good now that I'm back to the choir. :) though small, but nothing beats the joy of belonging to a big family. Not forgetting, sharing the same faith is something very extraordinary.

Did my reflection on today's homily, and I feel that what Fr. Erbin said is damn true.

It's like, what's the point of being a Catholic if we don't humble ourselves to the least of the people around in this world? Then it would defeat the purpose, wouldn't it? Because ultimately, it is the way we treat others that is reflected on our actions towards Christ. Okay pretty much summed up everything, I know if I were to continue, it will be a Catholic diary instead of a blog.

Went for the 2nd mass of today: Confirmation mass!

This year's batch is really lucky. They had their concamp on 11/11/11 and their actual confi on 20112011. The date is naiseeeeeee :)

Yeah so, it feels like a small reunion w my best churchies :D plus some meet up w some close friends as well. Niceeeeee now I smell Christmas! :D

23:03

2011-11-16T08:06:00.000-08:00

omg, found this picture in my laptop. this picture was taken ages ago!

Hello world!

My head is spinning like OHMYGAAAH... I am starting to feel the effects of going through so many rounds of roller coaster rides NON-STOP. Mind you, NON-STOP.

I was so caught up w my Running Man last night that I slept at 430am. Haha. Got up at 7am to prepare for class outing. :)

Went USS w 4e1! :D A pity Sarah and her clique couldnt make it, if not there will be more fun! right Sarah-dear?! :D

Broke up into smaller groups w Nicole, Ruiyun and Cherylene (hehe birthday girl).

Went for rounds and rounds of roller coaster rides, out of which one left w the deepest memories was that when we were at our maximum speed, i shouted HBD CHERYLENE, and she replied me! Surprisingly. Haha!

Mr Neo brought EthanNeo (CUTE MAX!!) and Mrs Dan brought CharlotteDan along. the kids are really super cute! Esp Ethan! :D

I was so sleepy during the MRT ride that I slept from HBF to SK. Imbah!

Went to SingTel w Mum and Sis and spent 2.5hrs there. :O

Disturbed Dominic cos he's a part-timer at Singtel! O.O

okay i am really very shaaag now. Goodnight you readers!

00:46

2011-11-15T00:10:00.000-08:00

hello world. I'm done w my O Levels! :D

I have a lot to blog about. 2 months of happenings, gossips, up/downs and beyond! :)

Stretching back to June, I found out that I was drawn to a church in town area, though not my parish church, but I find peace in the devotions I attend weekly through songs of praise and letters of thanksgiving/petitions. Really feel closer to God and I experience His works in another way. Coolsome :)

I had an arduous journey towards O's. From a pack of skittles everyday to 4 cups of coffee daily. Perfect healthy lifestyle needed to keep a mugger going :)

I chose to spend around 3/4 of my time mugging outside. It's really productive outside, there isnt any bed out there unlike the one I have at home which keeps attracting me to go to sleep. No fridge=no excessive wastage of time. Besides, I got to know a lot of awesome friends which I found to be study pals together w me!

They are the peeps who celebrated my birthday w me, besides the notes and books. Spent my 16th's w them in a rather special way cos we mugged all the way other than spending the first 3 hours (12am-3am) celebrating my birthday w bread (._.), char kway tiao, pocky and all sorts of unhealthy food. Haha.

My closest clique came to surprise me in the afternoon! And they bought a doraemon cake for me! :D Okay I really love that cake cos it has my fav cartoon printed on it together w my fav choc! YUMYUM~

Went to have lunch together w them and we were really childish :P Aww I LOVE YOU PEEPS Ruiyun Ruiwen Nicole XueQi Patricia Bryan and Weilit!

Had I not listened to Matilda to go home at 12am on my birthday, I would have bumped into Bervyn who left something on my shoe rack. Got another surprise from him but it would be better if I left at 1120pm and stop him in time. Haha.

Oh, and I realised I actually neglected a lot of interpersonal relationships, no wait, it's only one. But I tried to reconcile w that used-to-be-close guy bestfy even though it failed miserably. Ohwell. However, it's good in a way cos I'm sure this happened for a reason.

On a happier note, O's came, and left. Gotta thank Alphonse for waking me up like almost everyday. Oh, not forgetting that the fact I was ALMOST late for my Amath p2!

We were supposed to report at 7am but I only got up at 6:43am after getting a call from Nicole! I slept like a log, seriously, I received 23 missed calls and 31 texts from Alphonse but none woke me up. Haha. Cabbed to school and I reach in time, thankfully.

Had insomnia the nights before my triple science MCQ. I had to eat sleeping pills before I can go to sleep. I remember the night before my physics paper 1, I woke up at 4:24am and scribbled kinematics' formulas. Went back to sleep after a minute or two, but got up again at 4:43am and solved one kinematics question before I felt satisfied haha.

the night before Chem was less jialat. But the moment I closed my eyes, all the chemical equations and electrolysis theory kept bombarding my mind. Last night (the night before Bio), was the WORST. Slept at 12+ but got up at 3+. Couldnt go back to sleep, took sleeping pill but it only took its effect at 5+. What's worst was that throughout my 3hrs of sleep, I dreamt of the digestive system coming out for P1 and I was utterly shocked by what was asked cos the enzymes and structures are not found in my syllabus! And I doubt their exsistence haha, it was some alien names which my brain decided to play tricks on me. Back to my sleep, Dad barged into my room and shouted "7AM ALREADY AND YOU DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL?!" when it was only 6:53am and he thought my bio paper is at 8am when it was an afternoon paper.

Couldnt go back to sleep, got up and did some practice papers instead.

Now that O's are officially over, I think I'm gna rot.. :/

Note to self: let it be a productive holidays :)

17:06

2011-09-07T12:10:00.000-07:00

Hello world.

Okay i'm here to declare that I'll only be back in November.

I promise you readers that I'll make a comeback (sounds cool) on Nov 15, last paper of O's(yes!)

I've also deactivated my fb account, so my only social network left is twitter, and the dead plurk which i dont bother to update.

Alright, so twitter... :)

Perhaps one reason of deactivating is cos i am so tired of how everything is running.

as expected, my r/s did not turn out like how i wanted it to be.

between this post and the last, many things happened.

between the previous post and the one before, even more things happened.

It was so overwhelming that I raised the white flag, i can take it no more. I am tired of the constant disappointment i have to go through.

oh yes, i am fine. Please do not ask it in my face.

it's been a week plus.. so i guess i am getting back on my feet already.

The entire matter is super complicated.. but ohwell.. :/

i'm pretty much done w this post. term 4 is gna start in a few days' time. Prelims will continue.

Life goes on. :)

I'm still a happy-go-lucky girl :)

Goodbye readers! I will miss blogging.

my life now revolves around God, studies, family and myself.

May God Bless :)

goodbye!

03:27

2011-08-29T01:03:00.000-07:00

Hey world.

a hell load of stuff happened between this post and the last post i made.

most of the prelim papers are over, but yet the burden I carry didnt get lesser as each day pass.

Ytd was really crappy, first I waited and fed the mosquitoes at some voiddeck. Then, received some msg which really dampened my mood like crazy fuck. Next, people stared at me as though they didnt see a girl cry before. wts. But thankfully I went to meet Fitz, Abigail, Dom, Eugene and the whole bunch of churchies who really cheered me up :'D they are the best pals I have!

I have to apologise for the poor attitude I gave though, I have to hide my tears and show the strong side of me at the same time.

Really thank my bestfy, Fitz, who took care of me last night, all the jokes, gl-ing, TLC cos he made me a lot of drinks to keep me warm! :') managed to h2htalk w Fitz too :')

ton-ned the whole night out. I know I will cry a lot if I were to stay at home alone. Moses bought us prata in the morning which made us go crazy, cos we were busy gl-ing BenLoke on twitter hehehe. Fitz, Abi, Dom and I were at 4 different corners of the room but yet we were having some twitter war against Ben. Okay now I feel kinda guilty. My tweet count increased by 100+ lol!

went home only at 10+. Expected, unnecessary thoughts kept invading my mind whenever I'm alone.

16:37

you. I hope you'll read this. now, some days later, i dont care.

I dont get why you're doing this to me again and again..

When you first appeared in my life, I knew you were a very important guy, and I hope one day yknow how important you are to me.

You're the first guy who made me resort to such methods, I waited for you, I stood there, fed the mosquitoes, and hoping just to clear up the mess with you.

Never did I thought that you'd do such thing to me. You think by using such method, I will be better? No, I wont. You should know me well. It only cuts me deeper, by the second. From the second I know the fact, till now, not a second did those thoughts left my mind, every second feels like hell now that I have no idea what to do.

I cant believe the guy whom I love so much, would do this. By involving my close friend, it only makes me worst.

I really don't know what should I do now. A chance to explain? Or should I just leave? Whichever step I take, I dont want to have any regrets. I dont want what happened to your cousin and I to happen again to you and I.

Tell me what to do. I wanna hear you out, but I'm really afraid to trust you again.

2011-08-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THIS BOY ALOT :d ALOYSIUS TAN JUNWEI, Y U SO CUTE :D

HELLO WORLD.
KINDA SHAG RIGHT NOW, JUST CAME BACK FROM MUGGING W WEILIT, ALOY AND BRYAN.

WELL, HAD AUDITION YTD. SHAN'T ELABORATE. SIGHT-READING SUCKS AS USUAL TROLOLOL.

TUITION THIS MORNING, TUITION TEACHERS ARE SO ANGSTY TODAY lol.

WENT FOR NOVENA AS USUAL :)))))) THEN MET ALOY BEFORE WE HEAD TO FIND WEILIT, BRYAN, CHINYING, JASPER AND CO.
I HAVE MY REASON FOR TURNING UP WHEN THE MATCH ENDS. HEARD THAT THERE'S SOME UNHAPPINESS BETWEEN THE 2 TEAMS, MADE ALOY AND I CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE, ONE SIDE CHURCHIES, ONE SIDE CLOSEST PALS.

WENT HG POINT. TILL 9+. HOME! :)

23:20

YOU. PLEASE CONTROL YOUR TEARS. IT'LL BE OVER SOON. BEFORE YKNOW IT, YOU'LL FORGET EVERYTHING, AND WE'LL JUST REMAIN AS HI-BYE FRIENDS.

2011-08-10T11:27:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD.
IT'S 2:28 AM NOW, MY GASTRIC IS GETTING WORST, YET I'M STILL TRYING TO MEMORISE GEOG CONTENT.

FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS. KBOX W THE GIRLS, TRIP TO NTU, NATIONAL DAY MASS, FAILED MAKE-UP W MY ONCE-QUITE-CLOSE FRIEND, FAMILY GATHERING, TUITION. THAT'S ALL.

I'M READY TO SCREW UP MY AUDITION THIS FRIDAY. I HAVE NO INTEREST IN JOINING BAND WHEN I ENTER JC. -_-

BACK TO THE BOOKS!
02:31

2011-08-07T06:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD. I DREW THIS PICTURE OKAY! HEHE. BELLY IS ARTISTIC :) BUT THERE IS MORE STORY BEHIND THIS DRAWING ALONE. HAHA.

OKAY WELL, TODAY'S MASS, ESP GOSPEL IS SUPER NICE. TO THE EXTENT THAT I'VE MADE MY DECISION FOR WHAT I'VE BEEN CONTEMPLATING FOR THE PAST 8 MONTHS. THEN TUITION W JASON, PRETTY MUCH SUM-MED UP THE ENTIRE MORNING.

JUST RECEIVED ANOTHER CALL FROM DSA, ASKING ME TO GO FOR AUDITION THIS COMING FRIDAY, BUT WTS, MY PIECES AND SCALES ARE NOT EVEN STABLE YET, AND I'VE JUST GIVEN UP DSA AFTER 1 JC REJECTED ME. I THINK I'LL USE THE REMAINING 5 DAYS AND CHIONG AS MUCH AS I CAN.

GOING TO HAVE A VERY HECTIC WEEK AHEAD, PRE-PRELIMS FOR GEOG AND BIO (WHICH I'LL BE SKIPPING IT COS I HAVE DENTAL APPT AND AUDITION), AUDITION, PREP FOR ORALS AND MAYBE I'LL FIND A CHANCE TO MAKE UP W MY ONCE-QUITE-CLOSE-FRIEND.

ALRIGHT, THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. BB!
21:59

2011-08-03T16:00:00.000-07:00

TO MY ONCE-QUITE-CLOSE FRIEND, YOU SHOULD KNOW WHO YOU ARE. IF IT TRIGGERS SOME GUILT IN YOU, THEN IT'S YOU, NO DOUBT.

WE USED TO BE SO CLOSE, I USED TO PRIORTISE YOU BEFORE MY CLOSEST FRIENDS, WR NIX AND LIT. BUT LOOK AT THE STATE WE'RE NOW.. I ADMIT I AM THE CAUSE OF WHAT WE ARE TODAY, I'VE EXPLAINED, BELIEVE IT OR NOT, IT'S UP TO YOU. I KNOW I BROKE MY PROMISE, SORRY FOR THAT.

2011-07-31T07:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD, AGAIN.
I WAS ACTUALLY THINKING, WHAT WILL MY BLOG BE LIKE 20YEARS DOWN THE ROAD? HAHA. AM I GOING TO READ EVERYTHING BACK AND REMINISCE THE GOOD OLD TIMES? OR AM I JUST GOING TO LEAVE EVERYTHING TO ROT AS IT IS? :)

THIS THEN BROUGHT ME TO HAVE ANOTHER POST TO UPDATE ABOUT THE RECENT HAPPENINGS. I HOPE I WOULD NOT HAVE TO WASTE TOO MUCH TIME POSTING. :)

OVERSLEPT TODAY, COULDNT MAKE IT FOR 730AM MASS AND CHOIR, DIDNT GO FOR CAT CLASS. I WAS LATE FOR 11AM MASS COS OF ALOY WHO ALSO OVERSLEPT!

NOTHING HAPPENED ALR. I GUESS I AM MORE USED TO POSTING ON TWITTER RATHER THAN BLOGGING ITSELF. BUT I THINK I WILL BLOG DURING MORNING ASSEMBLY ON WEEKDAY MORNINGS, UNLESS I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO, OTHER THAN TALKING.

TILL THEN!
22:50

2011-07-30T10:59:00.001-07:00

HELLO WORLD.
THIS ENTIRE POST WILL BE CAPS-ED COS I'M UPDATING FROM MY PHONE.

TODAY'S THE LAST DAY OF JULY, AND TO SUM UP THE ENTIRE MONTH, I'D SAY JULY WAS RATHER OKAY, PRETTY MILD THOUGH, NOTHING BIG HAPPENED.

ASP COMMENCED, WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO STAY IN SCHOOL FOR NEARLY 12 HOURS EVERYDAY.
FINALLY GOT A CHANCE TO CHILL W LAST SAT W RUIYUN, WENT TO WATCH TWISTED, THE SHOW WAS PRETTY GOOD, SCARED YUN TILL SHE DONT DARE TO SLEEP. HAHA.

AND, I AM STILL COUGHING, I THOUGHT IT WOULD GET BETTER THIS MONTH BUT IT ONLY GOT WORST, WELL, IT'S GETTING BETTER NOW BUT MY FLU JUST WORSEN. QUITE BAD TO THE EXTENT THAT I HAD A FEVER DURING THURS' ASP. SUCKISH BUT IT'S GOOD COS I MET DONKEY WHILE I WAS ON MY WAY BACK TO HALL FROM THE TOILET.

OKAY THAT'S FOR NOW, GONNA CONTINUE W PHY TYS, I GUESS I WILL POST USING MY PHONE FOR FUTURE UPDATES. :)

TILL THEN! :)
02:06

2011-07-01T10:20:00.000-07:00

Hey world! :D

wtf a whole week just flew past like this. Goodness, why is time flying so fast? :O

i'm a second closer to O's every now and then, it's freaking me out looking at the time I have left to study.

So well, the entire week was pretty cool.

Only got to know that my O's CL Oral schedule on tuesday when I had to sit for it on thursday. Crazy cow.

Alright so, during CL lesson on Thurs(the last official one! :( ) which was like5 hours before I have to report for oral, RuiWen said that I was already trembling. Goodness.

Had a crazy 30mins break before reporting time w Sherry, seriously, I could feel all my veins popping out given the level of anxiety in me.

Well, it went okay, BUT .. shan't elaborate here haha.

Tbh, the teachers were really friendly :)

Or maybe I am the 4th candidate and they are still quite patient. haha.

Okay tmr is gonna be a super long, not really, day.

Novena, PH community day, tuition, then shopping w Tessa and Zach woohoo! :D

alright ciaoz peeps! :D

01:31

2011-06-26T03:47:00.000-07:00

Hello world! :D

it's the last day of holidays, and starting from tmr, my blog updates will even be lesser.

okay so, to sum up this entire june holidays, it was really great :D

from movie w Emily, gossiping, swimming w the girls, to helping out in NYC, participation in famine camp, 2e3 gathering, camwhoring w clarinetists, eating so much + hide-and-seek w GP tribe members, then to 3Matthew 2010/2011 gathering. Alright it will super great, as the saying goes, "sunshine will come after the thunderstorm." yeah I really experienced the joy and laughter which I lack of during End-May.

Oh, today's the 7th day of my crazy twitter conversation w Tessa and Zach, and I have 1100+ tweets more in the last week. that's how crazy our conversation was. Trying to hit a record of idk how long haha.

oh in the last week, went to help clarinetists w their solo pieces, I'M SUCHA NICE EX-SL :D

then went to eat w GP TRIBE, warao we ate so much and i was so guilty of it. oops haha.

had lotsa fun w MT peeps last night. Met up w Tessa and Soo-Tho brothers before I met Sebby and all. Played w water and murderer, NOT FORGETTING COD! :D actually that isn't the most important part, the nicest of all is the I've accomplished my mission w Tessa and Zach! :D HAHA love them so much :D

3hours of sleep last night cos I was happygirl95-ing w Tessa and Zach on twitter hehe, then went for Adoration before mass today :)

alright school tmr! :D

C'mon belly!

19:13

I am still contemplating, and I need to discern for God's answer. Because you guys went over my limits. Seriously, I have that idea of leaving since the start of the year. And if YOU see my tweets, it's shooting YOU. ==

2011-06-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

Hello world! :)

Okay I guess this will be my last few posts before I welcome term 3!

okay so. Had 30hour famine camp last friday, it was even better than last year, err except for some aspects. And I love my group more than last year! :D

Shan't describe much. Games were the same as last year, but we had some photo thingy on Saturday at Orchard, super cool. And among all my friends, I managed to meet Kurt and he helped me! okay cool max :)

then had 2e3 gathering on monday, nothing much. haha gl stuff as usual. woohoo reminisce the past ;)

nothing much these days, i've been discussing plans on twitter w Tessa and Zach for the past 4 days hehe. today's the 5th, and my tweets increased by 700+ HAHA. Cool max.

Looking forward to this Saturday yo! :D

00:12

I'm alright, i'm okay.

hello world!

2011-06-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

hello world! :D

okay it's been SOOOO long since I've last blogged.

See the 8 pretty lovelies up there? :) Gah, I really miss each and everyone of them (including myself LOL)

I miss how I used to roll on the mattress at STC during NYC last year,

how I laughed at every single thing after going high on sugar,

how I cried and these girls were the first to comfort me :(,

how I gossipped and h2htalk w them every now and then :(

oh! I've unprivate my twitter account , so... @Isabeeellyy

okay so, I had a pretty bad month, dont ask why.

Recently, I've been watching ALOT of RM :)))))) hehe.

err okay, I will try to have a regular update on this dead blog of mine.

to sum up this week: nua-ing + NYC games + dental appt + hide&seek w GP tribe + (i cant remember)

till then!

camp tmr :D

23:19

2011-06-02T11:20:00.000-07:00

HI WORLD. IT'S 2.19AM NOW AND I'M STILL MUGGING. AND THERE'S SCHOOL TMR, NO, LATER. OKAY FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF. TILL THEN! :)

2011-05-17T00:02:00.000-07:00

Fucked up life.

Every may17th is like this, screwed, suckish, whatsoever shit.

I hate this date.

2011-05-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

God, please bless this SL of mine. :(

P.L.E.A.S.E.! :(

hello world.

nothing much today. watched RM like mad teehee.

and thanks Uncle Ang for bringing food to me :)))

if not i'll starve at home. :(

Check my twitter for more updates.

till then earthlings! :D

22:22

2011-05-13T09:57:00.000-07:00

Hello world.

Okay i'm back here cos it's in end of MYE!

I mentioned I'll only be back in June but teehee, I'll seize this opportunity to thank Mr Tang too :)))

okay so, I've been mugging for the last few days, and I've always been mugging ever since I entered upper sec life.

Went back to band today :)

yeah it feels so damn different :( almost cried while talking t Mr Tang after practice :(

was seeing Beng mark the Amath scripts while helping my fellow clarinetists w their sight-reading.

And Mr Tang gave all the sec4s this mug! :D

Wa really damn touched :D

Managed to catch up on my RM and social networks teehee :P

okay time t catch up on my sleep too! :D

0115

I hate to see you like this :(

2011-05-01T10:35:00.000-07:00

Hello world.

Gah I'm taking time off my precious bedtime to update this old and rather dead blog of mine.

Now to may, April was a rather bad month, but consider the fact that it's was really nice in the mid-month :)

okay so, from the last time I blogged, till now, I was and am still very busy!

From march, videoing of geo-prints, submission of geo-prints, so many geography meetings to attend to. then had band camp which Idk what I did to my back during the camp :(

Followed by Intensive band practices which is then followed by SYF.

Incorrigible. Shit you -yknw who-. WHO SAYS YOU CAN JUDGE PEOPLE JUST BY THE ARRANGEMENT -.- go and bang the wall lah okay. tsk.

Next, Speech day then came all the intensive study and chem competition.

Oh, speaking about that. I just wish I can get a positive score for my SJCho paper hahaha!

Okay, enough of updates. I'll be back.. in June? Perhaps.

01:46

describe? Can't.

2011-03-16T08:43:00.001-07:00

hello world! :D

okay I think I am in the midst of going gaga, like literally to the extreme. Haha.

Because.. Last week during Bio SPA skill 3 Practice, I said "grass jelly" instead of petroleum jelly, and I said it so loud that the whole class burst out laughing! Omg, and Shaun laughed for full 15mins while he was beside me. His laugh was so influential and I wrote "grass jelly" on my paper as well!

As a result, during class BBQ just now, Sherry and Shaun went to buy GRASS JELLY for me. Aww, quite touched, but I think I'm beginning to develop a phobia towards grass jelly. Haha.

Pretty much enjoyed myself during class BBQ today. 4e1 fightinggg! :D

My schedule have been really hectic this few days. Wanted to go IT show last Saturday, but went to eat w Sherry heheh. Then went down to AMK to meet Nicole, Tyrone and YJ for Geog meeting.

Church on Sunday, went Moses' office after Cat Class and played Circle of Death w Shirin, Soo-Tho brothers, Sebby and Amanda. Super cool :D Ran to the toilet after 2 rounds of it. Haha, got the master cup for the first round, warao and I got a bad stomachache after I went home :(

Chem SPA Asst 2 on Monday, Don't mention it already :(((( Thanks Sis, Sherry and Henderson for being there :')

Language oral on Tuesday, ayy think it's okay. Tried my best but my anxiety level is really high, argh I know my hands were trembling :S

Band today, then came back to sleep in the afternoon. :)

23:54

I never knew losing someone dear, who always be there for you in times of sunshine and rain, can be so painful, that it troubles me upside down, literally.

2011-03-11T06:58:00.000-08:00

heheh cool shit! :D

Hello world :)

cough + running & blocked nose and yet I'm feeling quite normal. As in, I'd feel damn shag usually. Oh well, my body is adapting to a robotic life. yeah 3 hours of sleep everyday. Good or bad /:

Okay, went thru' day 3 of AKWS on monday. pretty cool, as usual heh. got a lil' more motivated :) NOT BAD! :D

Intensive lessons from tuesday to thursday. With Chinese mock exam papers 1 and 2 on tuesday and wednesday respectively. Followed by AshWed mass on Wed. And it so happen to be that every AshWed's gna turn out to be one which got imprinted in my mind. Good AND Bad. :S

gah, h2h talked w Nixon on Wed. okay my fb is really awesome ♥ :D

Sorry Nixy, catch up more w you soon! :D

Band on thursday and today.

Plus ECG fair today. Really cool. YanHong and HuiMin came back during band today. Gossiped a lil' and catch up quite a bit w YanHong. :)

Was supposed to have meeting @ Chompchomp w Ms Li, Nicole, Tyrone and YJ. but it was cancelled, went to gym w Sherry instead :)

Now I'll be the next t consider whether I should leave the gossip group in fb, gah irritating shit.

23:25

"You can't see my heart beating"

2011-03-06T07:35:00.000-08:00

Omgosh he's super cute! :D

Hello world! :D

A blink of an eye and boomz, weekend is coming to an end. So apparently I do not have any monday blues cos there's Adam Khoo workshop tmr! :D

Oh, I met a perfect stranger last night! :D

Okay that lady was super nice, and if I ever met her again, I'll thank her a million repeatedly. :D

But by then I think I'd have forgotten how she looked like.

Intensive lessons w effect from tuesday. And Shaun is going t scold me for having "fever" cos I think I'm gna find crazy stuff t laugh at in order t keep myself awake. 1.5hours per period insanity!

Ohyes again, I've made one of the toughest decisions for my june hols. Famine camp VS NYC. :O

Today, flew t church in the morning and practiced my psalm before the rest of the choir came. Kinda amazed how I jumped out of bed and did commando washing up. Haha.

Got a few responses from various people. Shirin said my psalm was quite soft. Amanda said it was just right. Soo-Tho brothers said it was POWERFUL. But I could hear myself! Okay well, take the average.

I was drunk during choir practice. Kept laughing when there's nothing t laugh at!

Went Moses' office w Soo-Tho brothers and Shirin. Celian came. I fell asleep on the sofa, and I remember myself waking up twice. Once was when Zach was playing "more than words", and I woke up, sang the chorus, dropped my head on the sofa and went back t sleep. That was how tired I was. :( the next time I could only remember Amanda waking me up.

Lunched, then had Cats' meeting.

Went home, fell asleep, and rushed t meet Nic, Tyrone and YJ.

Another long week ahead. Super tired again. My brain went t sleep w/o notifying me again. :(

23:48

2011-03-05T07:05:00.000-08:00

Hello world! :D

This past week has been great hehe :D

Started Monday on a really good note, though bad too.

Good cos MYSELF, NICOLE, TYRONE AND YONGJIE GOT INTO THE TOP 30! :D

http://nusgc2011.blogspot.com

Ms Li and Tyrone called me while I was having dental appt,and when I called Tyrone back, everybody waiting for their appt could hear me :O

Ms Li said she shouted in the office haha, how cool. So did Mrs Ali too! :D

Really high heheh :D Proceeding onto semi-finals! :D CONGRATS AWESOME! :D

However, I got really bad butt and muscle cramps cos of GC :(

Walking from point to point was kinda hard, ESP STAIRS wts.

Geog meeting on Tuesday for 3 hours. :O Ms Li, myself, Nic and Tyrone were all drunk and we couldnt stop laughing. RIGHT MS LI?! She came and started laughing non-stop when nothing came out of her mouth haha.

Meeting again on Wednesday for 2 hours. Fell asleep halfway zomggg.

Band on both thursday and friday. Tired but gotta bear w it.

Couldn't remember what happened this week except some highlights :)

Oh, Level CIP today. Quite cool ehy, but got scolded by some residents. HELLO, KNOCK TWICE ONLY VERY RUDE MEH. ZZZ.

Grouped together w Sherry, Doreen, WingYin and Shaun. Funny people, love! :D

Some units were quite scary O.O those w loansharks' spraypaint and those ulu ulu ones.

went home, bathed and went out to meet Nic, Tyrone and Yongjie. Doing survey is really tiring okay. but for the sake of GC, c'mon! :D Walked from Dhoby to Bras Basah, then down t Esplanade, Double Helix Bridge, Flyer and Marina Sq.

Spent a few hours there coming up w the storyboard, and yawn, all of us went drunk again. HAHA.

Rushed back home, ate and flew to church. haha.

Met Shirin and saw Jason, as usual, crapped alot w him :P

And right now, I seriously think I should head for bed. Really shag after sucha long day. PLus meeting w Nic, Tyrone and YJ tmr again! :)

23:26

2011-02-27T05:52:00.000-08:00

Hello world.

I have super uncomfortable butt cramps and all the muscle cramps :(

which I suspect it's from ytd's GC since I lied on the floor in a weird position out of desperation to finish everything within an hour.

I really had difficulty standing and sitting down. Especially in church today, warao so embarassing. I walked up the stairs machiam like an auntie, holding onto the handrail and saying "ouch" as I take another step >:(

went to play frisbee awhile then head home.

Just talked to Mum and Dad, Mum told me she went around Novena looking for BVM statues, she said she wna get a few more cos she know I like the statues (Y) :D

Feel a sudden urge to restore my faith after talking t them just now, and I wna go for P&W sessions like now haha.

I didnt know that Dad used to an altar boy till he told me that he, together w all the servers went to SFX MajSem for camping every year end back in those days. Cool right! :D

Plus Dad, 4th uncle, 6th uncle joined the altar boys together :)

Dad told me about WW2 too, about how the current Mother Mary statue helped Great-grandma and grandma, that's how Mother Mary statue has a "cut" on her pinky. Okay the precise story was super touching, gave me goosebumps, really nice :D

Mum told me about the old Mother Mary statue back then when we used to stay in Serangoon. Cool again :D And about her RCIA teacher's incident. Really shiok after I heard all these :D

Shared my stuff w them too :) feels like this is my first time talking to them regarding Catholicism and I really love it :)

okay GC results are coming out tmr! :D

dont have to sleep tonight alr. Just got news that there's the monday test for Phy tmr. :(

22:26

2011-02-26T06:24:00.000-08:00

hello world!

30 hour famine camp 2010 rocks my socks!

Haha okay it's super random cos WeiLit came and talk to me all about the camp plus the fact that we are in the video! :D

and I found Lit in the pictures HAHAHA!

Plus I heard that Nixon is going this year, plus plus my very awesome gossip partners! :P HAHA.

Still remember having gastric at 1am, it was really terrible :(

okay now to real blogging. I have so much to blog about I wrote all the stuff down.

Firstly, (feels like i'm writing exposition) GEOGRPAHY CHALLENGE 2011 :D

super cool okay. woke up and searched the whole house for my I/C this morning. rushed out of the house in the end. Met Nicole then board the cab which Tyrone was in. The Uncle was super rude, made us all so embarassed. Reached NUS FASS at 745am but then YongJie and Ms Li havent even catch a cab yet! Went Macs for breakfast :) Made a fuss at the entrance cos Macs opened late!

Then went t register at 830am. plus all the opening address blah blah. the prelims round made me ._. can! Like all pure geog stuff, plus sec 2-4 geog stuff! Warao squeezed my brain juice to recall stuff 2 years back. Really quite stunned for the open ended stuff.

then buffet brunch, (fats and fats and more oil eew) went to find Ms Li and told her about the paper. Oh, and I saw Jin Shyuen, Mr Ansar and Martin there.

AQ round got changed. Have to complete postcard + mindmap within an hour. Split the jobs up, I did colouring and Nic drew. the last 10 mins was damn epic. we were shouting all over "WHERE ARE ALL THE MARKERS?!", Tyrone helped me with the colouring cos I couldnt colouring the whole vanguard sheet. Results are out on monday! :D Left the ending talk earlier, then cabbed back w Tyrone and Nicole. We were all tired we talked to the taxi driver till all the 3 of us fell asleep. HAHA.

Met Sherry and Nigel at swensens. Omg food again!

Couldnt find my pencil when I got home :( Warao that pencil was from Nixon :( made me sad for 2 hours before Shaun told me my pencil is w him. CMF!

And I watched the chinese debate programme. The debators talked damn fast! I mean like, I recalled how I spoke like a maglev last year during the debate finals when I squeezed 2000 words in 3 mins, Nicole and Larry did so too. But chinese debate is super hard, for me lah.

On another note, I think Chi Tys pg 14 is really speaking about me, as in for what that has happened for the past 2 months. Ohwell, live as each day pass belly.

Praying hard for results on monday! :D

00:01

hecticccc

2011-02-25T07:28:00.000-08:00

hello world.

the hectic week is over.

End of common tests! :D

Okay now that tests are over, it's time to catch up on my gossips! :P

Sherry, Doreen, Alicia c'mon let's blabber about HEHEHEE.

Oh, plus SHAUN and Renyi as well. Hahaha joke, RenYi went t create group just to gossip!

And speaking about Shaun, the accumulated amount of stuff I spoke to him, or vice versa, for the past 3 years equals to how much we talk a day now. Haha. Funny how we were classmates and we didnt talk to each other cos we were fighting for the 1st/2nd position. I wont forget how he got 1st by being 0.6 marks ahead of me. /:

Geography competition tmr, plus swensens w Sherry, Doreen and Nigel tmr. :)

So much more gossiping w those 2 girls teehee.

oh, and I had a cute dream last night, haha. shit it's so embarassinggg.

I feel totally shag after late night studying, and the flubug is all over my bedroom now. Plus my activities are so filled for this weekend. Gosh, I wanna sleep :(

23:50

2011-02-14T07:57:00.000-08:00

It's the millionth time I see this picture, then I knw what Bong is up to HAHAHA.

LOOK AT HIS FINGERS ON TOP OF SHIRIN!

Hello world.

Happy Valentine's Day! I mean, total defence day now. X.X

Okay my Vday started off quite bad, forgot t bring my clarinet t school.

And it was super chionggg.

But my day got better as time past, I was reading Sherry's card and I started smiling t myself (TISSUE, YOU BETTER SEE THIS :P), then the next moment, Shaun and Eugene were staring at me as though I'm from pluto! X.X

Pretty fun disturbing Shaun HAHA, dont think you can bribe me w sweets!

supposed t discuss LDCs/DCs during Geog, but end up having debate session w Shaun and Eugene, and Mrs Ali said that learning Human Geog will have more debates sessions like this. HAHA super funny. :D And the fact that Shaun was from the opposite debate club as me last year, hmm sounds interesting t see what the other group have learnt since my group lost t them by one freaking point last year :(

Band after school. It sucks to play w your lips cracked, super pain argh! Plus I changed reed today, even worst.

Ran thru' SYF pieces today, and Zoxanne told me that her face got wind from my mouth machiam like some breeze. HAHA wth. Rofl. Oh, cos I "lou fong", super tiringgg.

Met Abigail, then headed home. Mum asked me t go CDAC w her but she ps-ed me on the way back. Saw Bervyn at the voideck, omgosh cool surprise :D I like.

I need t let my specs MIA for a while till everyone forget i'm short-sighted! My face is in the bin now, shouldnt have turned back and called Bervyn!
but thanks Berv! :D really made my Valentine's Day an awesome one :D

Chem SPA this wednesday! Plus total defence thingy in school tmr.

okay till then! :D

00:30

2011-02-13T06:21:00.000-08:00

Hello world! :D

It's Valentine's day tmr and I think I should make a quick post haha.

okay it has been quite a sucky week but it had a good start; last sunday :)

Went Jason's house w STAC and played card games there. It was really super hilarious that I wna roll on the floor and laugh. Laugh till seh, not only me, but all those who played MURDERER, cos Belicia was super funny! Rofl.

Amazing how we could link the games t Fr Augustine Tay. HAHA and Jason started it. Super funny again! Sunday's Funniest People: BELICIA AND JASON.

nothing much thru'out the week except that the week felt damn draggy, as though weekend will never come :(

Wednesday was really cui, even though it's the shortest day of the week, but PE killed me. It was as tiring as back in those days when I go for Track trainings. :( So, went t Chinese lesson like really nua. Have t climb 4 levels somemore, ohwell..

I kind of love friday cos I have a strong sense of affection (not literally, I just find it super interesting now) towards Physics :D AFTER A YEAR YESSS! And cos it's friday! Went midnight shopping w Sis teehee :D Bought lots of snacks :D

Oh, I heard SKY band playing MOF ytd, and I feel the pressure coming.. SYF :O

Concert w Sherry in the afternoon ytd, then went t church t meet Mum.

Chingay @ heartlands today :) cool, I like the fireworks! :D

okay till then earthlingssss!

23:00

2011-02-05T00:08:00.000-08:00

Hello world.

It's been quite a while since I've last blogged.

I need to come to update this kinda dead blog cos this cny is boringggg.

I've never spent my cny watching my shows. Have to chiong 23 episodes before I reach YunHo's appearance on RM! :D

Lots of ups and downs for the past month.

but I'm pretty sure Feb has more for me :)

with VDay gathering for last year's Matthew, how cool :D

Now I've to start cracking my brain t think of what should I get for my secret Valentine :)

Till then earthlings :)

16:33

MIA

2011-01-09T07:21:00.000-08:00

Okay hello world. :D

Due to super hectic schedule, I can't really afford wordy posts like how I used to. But I'll try :D

Visit WeiRu's blog for 2010 updates (HAHA) cos I think her events are pretty similar to mine, except for class and primary school stuff.

Okay so, after 3 years of constant nagging from the BEST OF BEST FRIENDS, I shall feature ..

KOHWEIRU. Super bestie, she can never hide anything from me HAHAHA :P Despite many ups and downs, I can spot all her smiles and frowns. (IT RHYMES! :D)

NIXON SNG. FB! :D Other than WeiLit and Gabriel, I think he's one of the few guys who knw me the best. He always tahan all my gl-ness and rantings. GOGO ANIMALS VIDEOS :D

SEAH WEI LIT. Shouren! :D

TEEHEE. Best since sec 1 :D Another one who knws me the best

23:30

2011-01-02T07:29:00.000-08:00

HELLO WORLD! :D

I shall start w my super long and wordy post bidding farewell t 2010, and welcoming 2011 w a warm hug! :D

okay 2010, kinda glad you're gone. You gave me the best and worst memories. And you taught me how t grow up during your stay in my world for 365 days. I can't bear t see you go cos I don't want t part from a few of my choir peeps. :(

5th last day of 2010. Was supposed t meet Yun at 0810 but she called me at 0820 and I just woke up! SHEESH, late for bio class. :P Was called back t work after school, but left early and went Jurong w Sis. Flew back t church for Jason's uncle's 50th wedding anni mass/dinner. :D Bro came and drove me t Aunt's house, I'm not drunk!

Worked on tuesday, went AMK then rushed t church for Matthew's gathering :D

Got my confirmation cert :D then there were 7 girls squeezing at the back of Sebby's car. HAHA. I think my surprise's kinda cool :D

Band on wednesday. Got new pieces, I like! :D

Shirin called like got some emergency, cabbed down t church, then keep going Nativity Kindergarten's roof. Evening mass, choir room, news reporter. HAHA. Super hilarious while we're trying t hide from Laoren.

I hate t let my churchies see my ugly handwriting, but I doubt Bervyn cares so HEHEHE.

STAC outing on thursday. Picnic, playground, more playground and PARTY WORLD at night! :D Whoever who has the videos while I was at the playground, please dont upload it! >:(

Sing sing sing! :D

Went town w WeiRu, WenYun, Eileen and Sabrina. Fish, ate oyster for the first time. But I spit it out. :S CHANRUIYUN, we should never dare each other again! Went AMK, Hgm then went back home t bathe, and called Selene t fetch me cos I was late!

Got RCIA room ready and all. Went for thanksgiving mass :D ARGH O HOLY NIGHT 2ND VERSE DESCANT W MARILYN FAIL! :( but the rest was fun, sang parts and it sounded quite cool outside HAHA :D And for those verses in chinese, I sang it in English, cos I couldn't understand the characters! :O

Farewell party for Laoren. Arghh screwed my song :( SUPER NERVOUS. :( ran out and countdown and played sparkles, gav Johnathan one and the sparkle flew and hit and lip and my head. BRR I FEEL CHAODA >:(

Finished up everything in RCIA room. Brr super :(((((

Met Bervyn and talked till 2. This guy is training my bladder! :B HAHA.

Played 2.5 w Selene, Jason and Bryan till 3+ and I was the onlyone munching on chips. :P then Laoren came and continued bridge w them. Saw double image halfway then went t sleep. Within an hour of my sleep, either Jason's or Bryan's laughter woke me up THRICE. The floor was cold and hard too, difficult t sleep. Woke up at 5+, super seh. Stoned awhile then went 401 for breakfast. Followed by NewYear's mass.

Fell asleep during Homily and announcement :( During liturgy of the Eucharist, half of my mind was thinking bout my bed. Selene drove all those who camped overnight in church back, bathed and went t sleep. Snoozed all 3 alarms, but thank goodness Selene called me t ask if I was awake. Sang for wedding mass, then went home and drop dead on bed.

Supposed t meet 3Matthew at 530pm. But Shirin called me again at 535pm and asked where was I. Late as usual :P Party-ed w 3Matthew and 3Luke :D

Church today, watched Fockers after visiting my 3rd home: 401! :D

then Maternal family gathering :D

00:27

2010-12-26T07:22:00.000-08:00

A passion to sing,

Hello world! :D

Okay now that Christmas DAY is over, but not the season, I'm back t blog again! :D

But I've yet to finish doing all the Christmas presents. :( OHNO.

Worked on Monday. Super tiringgg. Family gathering at night. :) Then went Aunt's house.

Worked again on Tuesday. Lady boss drove us out for a treat during lunchtime. :D

Band on Wednesday and Thursday. Did drills. Coolsome! It was less tiring than what I did in 2008. Skipped Xmas party cos I have dental appt. Screw you 17|25 STEEL! :(

Caroling at Wisma and Tampines Mall on Wednesday and Thursday. The last session for Wisma was really nice. :))) And I'll reconsider caroling next year ARGHHHH. Couldnt really eat on thurs cos of the steel wire. SLURP!

okay deprived of sleep recently. Chionged presents like mad cow. An hour per card. Killed my sleep. Met Milo and Doreen at BK at 9+ on Christmas Eve, did Amaths there. Sheesh, I forgot alot of my stuff! :( Sherry came. Left at 11 and went back home t sleep and gear up for Midnight mass! :D

Caroling at PanPac on Christmas Eve. :D Super excited for Midnight Mass! :D Jason's dad drove us down t church. ohyes, my first present that night from Eugene! OMGOSH DAMN COOL! I mean the present HAHA. Had choir warm ups, then I see all the Sopranos touching up their make-up. But I dont see a single alto around. :O

Midnight mass! :D Super cool, I like the incense! :D my inbox was flooded by the time I saw my phone at 1+am. Exchanged presents w STAC :D COOL, I LIKE :D went back t choir room and left church for Daryl's house at 2am. Took an hour t open all my presents :D

so there were Selene, Berenice, Beatrice, Laoren, Nicol, Daryl, Brian, Bryan, Ignatius, Jason, Louise and myself! :D

Played monopoly deal. :D losers drink. And out of all the million rounds, I only won ONCE! but everyone wanted t lose, HAHA. Berenice got both deal breaker but she threw it away. Slept from 6am-615am. met up and went Macs and camp till 8+, then cabbed back.

slept from 840-1020. Woke up and got a shock of my life. We're supposed t meet at 1030 for caroling. Flew down t Hougang, then went t carol at PanPac. That marks the end of caroling 2010 :)

Went t Cousin's house for family gathering. Then went home t wrap present, flew out t meet Fitzgerald at punggol park. Took bus down t Bedok and met YinnHuey and Henderson. Partied there. Gulped like crazy people. Homed near midnight. Super seh till I fell asleep on the way home.

Wanted t do Christmas presents, but couldn't take it. Slept at 1am. Woke up this morning w 11 missed calls :P Overslept for choir warm-ups! Mass as usual, all the 3 readings were super nice today! very reflective :D Sat at 401 from 930-1pm. HAHA. Walked past church and end up talking t Gabriel. Sat in church for 2 hours staring at Jesus. :D SHIOK. I like the feeling :D

Supposed t go t the optician but went home t sleep :D

00:42

Coming back?

2010-12-19T07:13:00.000-08:00

Hello world.

Was sick the entire week. Made a deal w Fitz, Eugene and Leslie that I wouldn't drink cold drinks and no going t fb, twitter, blogger, msn, just for the sake of my throat and flu.

Had a lot of medicine thru'out the week; Max. intake of vitC everyday, western medicine and chinese herbs thingy, drowsy and non-drowsy. Mum gave me the chinese herbs thingy and there were bees inside! :( EEW.

Had fever on thursday so couldn't go for band bbq. The rest was still okay, work everyday, and home.

Worked on saturday, super pisseddd. All of us were damn cui. Lady boss was angry, all of us were sian like totally. Rushed back home, bathed and went t church.

Venue prep, prepared the technical stuff, then had a round of dry-run. Went t bathe during dinnertime, changed and drank coke! :D before all major singing events diedie must drink coke t flyyyyyyyyy up t the descant parts :D

Chionged cough syrup cos my throat suddenly cmi >:( OHYES! CAN SING ACAPELLA FOR "WE ARE THE REASON"! WA DAMN NICEEEEEEE. PLEASE STAC! :D

RuiYun called and said they were lost! :O I was superrr nervous while we were about t start. Mostly because of the duet solo w Shirin and the marching in!

ACC WAS AWESOME! :D SOLO WAS COOL ALSO! :D

Thanks XueQi, Ruiwen, RuiYun, Nixon and WeiLit for coming down! :D And KNeo even though he's having exams! :)

Packed up, then went 401 w Qi and the rest :))) Homed at 1130, damn shaaag.

Church today, choir meeting :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Then we started singing random songs from chinese/eng emo songs t hymns! :D

But it was really cool! :D

Please let all these moments stay :'((((

This sunday's too much for me :((((((((((((((

And I've decided that I must do a proper handover to the next SL, I can't let my mistakes be brought down to the clarinet section. Whoever the next SL may be, don't follow my footsteps.

00:07

MIAAA!

2010-12-13T07:25:00.000-08:00

Hello world. :D

I shall blog fast and get out of cyber world before 12am!

Sounds like Cinderella but who cares now! :)

Worked today. Bullied ZhanPeng cos he say he'll give in t me since I'm sick! :D

Rushed down t church after bathing and packing.

Met Dominic, AmandaGer and Gregory. Fitz and Eugene came, and they keep saying I sound like a guy! They even commented that when I go for Penitential Service, I should tell the Priest I have been lying that I am a guy all along. Crazy much!

Ohyeah, Francis just told it seems like the whole congregation saw Gen and I smiling away while we were bowing at the altar ytd. Wooh scaryyy.

Okay then met Shirin t practice "while shepherds" at Haven. Okay I knw I shouldn't sing at this point even after so much nagging from Greg, Dom, Amanda and Fitz.

Couldn't even reach just "A". Ohgosh, this is super bad. It's A and I can't reach w this bad throat!

Sang an octave lower instead :P

Met Matthew, went back t meet Janet, Abi, Dom, Greg, BenCon, Fitz, Eugene, AmandaG and 'ahya everybody in short'. Changed and I found out Greg bought me coconut drink! Ohmy sweeeet. He couldn't stand how Fitz and Eugene mocked at my sexy voice. :)

Sang w HSC during Penitential Service. Eugene said I took super long! Went t talk w some usuals outside, I WENT T TOILET KAY. NO HARM MEANT :)

Promised Eugene, Leslie and Fitz. Ohno. I MUST SURVIVE! GO BELLY. I KNW YOU CAN DO IT! :D Shouldn't post what they say, think I'll just get tortured if they see :B

Belly, please get your voice back by Sat! *fingers crossed*

I don't want t be mocked by Eugene and Fitz that I should sing Bass part instead of Sop. AWW.

23:52

No rush, no rush. It's alright.

too much,

2010-12-12T07:45:00.000-08:00

Hello world. :D

Sorry I was really busy for the past few days and I only reach home at 10+ nearing 11 everyday. And I knw I should be resting my voice since I lost my voice and sleep but sorry I'm waiting for midnight to come.

oh, I sound like a dude AGAIN which I just recovered from cough 2 weeks ago, and now the flu bug caught me. Ohno.

Work on thursday. Nothing special. Damn slack, lady boss asked all the 4 of us to lay cardboards on the floor at the back of the classroom, switched on the air-con and sleep. Shiok only :D

Went t do voluntary work w Fitzgerald on friday. Met him at 550, he woke me up at 5. Damn shaaag. Did alot of stuff there :) Earned CIP hours there :) THAT IS WHEN HE PASSED HE FLU BUG TO ME! :( Lepak w him for almost an hour on the see-saw. BULLY. He swing damn hard!

Then went Uncle Tony's house, Fitz, his friend and I got so tired we fell asleep on the sofa while watching some documentary hahaha. Wanted to go back to church but didn't. Went Riverside SB's concert at night w WeiRu, walked around night market after that w her :) BUS TRIP WAS DAMN IRRITATING. THIS GUY, YOU BETTER THANK ME I'M A NICE GIRL HAHAHA :P

Fitz woke me up at 5 on Sat, but told him I was damn shag cos I am sick so we decided not to go and do voluntary work. Caroling at Funan on Sat. 1st session was damn cui. damn hard singing with a fever, sore throat and a super bad flu. :( sian damn miserable. :( sat in the foodcourt for 3 hours :O 2nd session was slightly better. :)

went back t church for choir practice. :)

Psalm-ed today, I think it was still okay :))))))))

Sang for all 730am, 915am and 11am mass' thanksgiving to publicise for caroling. 915am's sounds the best to me :)

Changed and rushed down t Funan. 2 sessions there was still okay :) 2nd session sounds better haha. Walked around City Hall for 3 hours :O And I saw a doraemon jacket at Raffles City! :D Omgosh, I don't care, I'M GNA GET THAT! :D

Went back to church, changed and had full dress dry-run for caroling next Sat. :)

Couldn't reach the high G for the last song, really damn cui. I realised my voice changed. Went back t C2-2 and Selene asked me to sing and I HIT BASS' RANGE! OMGOSH BELLY! :O

Homed at 11 :)

00:07

No longer the same :)

Eventful :)))))))))

2010-12-08T07:23:00.000-08:00

Nixon: "belly is scary when she's angry."

Hello world. :D

Worked on monday, then found out something I never knew for 15 years. :O

Okay I am reaaally contented :)

Super pissed at night though, I won't be Isabel if I don't attitude you like crazy before 2010 ends. SLURP!

Woke up at 11am on tuesday, ate and went online, then went back to sleep at 12. Woke up at 2pm. Slept for 13 hours in total. SHIOK! :D

Headed down t Aunt's house in the evening. :)

Today has been an eventful day! :D I like :D

Woke up at 615am this morning, bathed and left house w Mum at 705.

Went down t Novena and since we were there early, and none of the aunts reached, Mum suggested we could go t NovenaChurch and pray for Advent :)

then went down t Cambridge road w 2ndAunt, 2ndUncle, Godma and Mum.

Ate, then went Whampoa road. Headed down t Wisma from there.

Changed and met the rest. Halfway thru' the caroling, some angmoh teens came in front and acted as though they were conducting us wthhh.

And they were playing in the lift for more than 30mins /: QIAN BIAN.

That makes the end of package 1. 3 more packages to go and Xmas 2010 is finished.

Went back home first, then chionged down t 401 t meet Amanda and Dominic. Fitzgerald and Eugene came.

Went jamming room and started playing. Formed ACID internally and is yet to be official externally.

ACID - Small Bb clarinet ensemble, small jamming/music group, small singing group. And that's all we do! God, music, music for God.

Took Xmas score and started writing out its harmony parts, failed a few times, but my final part managed t turn out nice! :D Got Dominic to part my harmony parts. okay I think I have a talent in writing harmony HAHAHAHA! Shall try more during the next meeting.

Gabriel and Joel came, and left. Played till 7. then went Hgm for dinner w Dom and Amanda.

Went back t church for Matthew's advent prayer session. :)

Missed all the buses I could take! :(

Walked back home and took bus when i am 3 busstops away from home. Belly is damn lazy :)

oh, and I'm supposed t go and do voluntary work w Fitzgerald tmr! But got called back t work like damn last minute. Have to repay Fitz! :( damn!

00:27

Till Joy comes,

2010-12-05T06:22:00.000-08:00

Hello world :D

worked on friday.

there's some misconception at HQ then some stuff got screwed.

Have to do home delivery like in the middle of everything.

It was super rush. :O

Worked on Saturday. Was super busy from 9 all the way to around 1215.

Went home, bathed, packed and went out t meet 3Matthew at Kovan.

Ate at Pizza Hut, then went bowling. :D

Dont have the pictures when I striked thrice! AWW.

Left at around 5.45.

went to take 82 w Shirin, but then we saw 112 behind, alighted at the next stop, and took 112.

Stopped at somewhere near my old house and found out that we are on the wrong route! :O

But it was alr 10 past 6 and we gotta be in church at 6!

Cabbed down t church instead. Did marketing at Sacristy side w Matthias.

First person I targeted: Fitz! :B

Response was still okay HENG! :)))

Walked t Hgm w Shirin, Janice, Tessa, Fitzgerald and James.

Dinner w 3Matthew :D

Then RAN (zomg) back t church cos Shirin and I were late for choir practice.

Sing, sang, sung w HSC. Went Casa Maria t do venue prep.

Met Gabriel then went back t canteen.

Finish lighting stuff and went back near 11.

Really super cui. :( wanted t cab but there were no cabs in sight! :(

Woke up at 530 this morning.

Went for Mass, did marketing w Matthias at right wing. Response was better than Sat's mass. :)))))

Breakfast at casa maria. Marketing at right wing for 915am mass. The response was BEST! :DDD Reeeeaaaaally! :D

Went Hgm w Shirin, Bong, Ivan, Matthias and Ignatius. Went t eat snow ice. Piang super colddd! :S

Can't feel my jaws moving :O HAHAHA. It was damn funny there! :D

Ran back w Shirin and guys walked cos we were late for marketing!

Got scolded, expected. Did marketing for 11am mass at Sacristy side. 11am mass' response is the worstttt, it was damn jialat. Didn't expected that :(((

915am, 730am, 530pm, followed by 11am if I were t rank the 4 mass :/

Went home after that.

slept for 4 hours :D

22:51

Christmas is cominggg! :D

2010-12-02T06:02:00.000-08:00

Hello world! :D

Went movie w RuiYun on tuesday night. The show was scarier than the trailer and much scarier than I thought! :O

And while we were waiting for bus, discussing how the victims died, one lady came and approached us and asked how did the last person died :O

Fever went upupup on tuesday night :(

Caroling on Wednesday, kinda amazed I could even sing cos of my bad sore throat and cough.

Getting better now :))). Couldn't really reach the highest note, expected.

Work today. Bad headache during lunchtime. It was damn torturous :(((((

Got off early, cos the lady bossES have to go to HQ. And SJC's aunties came and recognised me from last year! :)

Went home and sleep, overslept :P Chionged down t church.

Met Amanda and Dominic. Cornelius was late. Corn's technique is quite goooood.

Decided to play "You raise me up" as a small ensemble :) COOLSOME! :D

Sightread some pieces and played SYF set pieces as well :D

Cool! Nativity Clarinetists FTW! :D

HI best friend, KOHWEIRU :D I knw y'knw you love me and I love you too. HAHA.

Cheer up okay :) Idk what can I say to you, but I think you're touched seeing this right! :P

I knw you won't reply to the plurk responses and msn. And I can't sit here right in front of the screen seeing you suffering by yourself. No point thinking about the past. People come and go, they like you, yes they like you. If God want us to remain as friends, then that's really meant to be. I hate to see my the awesome 4 getting sad and stuff, and out of the other 3, you are my realliest (sheesh no such word) beeeeest friend noone else can find :D I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND! :D

22:40

Love drunk.

2010-11-30T00:46:00.000-08:00

Hello world! :)

Woke up today, bathed then went back to sleep.

Was late for work OOPSY!

Work was really funny today, I think I start to talk more as the day passes. :)

Movie later on :))))

Rain rain go awayyy!

I really have the festive mood alr :D!

Come Christmas Come! :D

17:12

My Christmas wish this year ..

Cruel.

2010-11-29T03:29:00.001-08:00

Hello world :)

Shall start w last thursday.

Worked, and it was torturous cos ZhanPeng, Marcus and Dominic weren't around! And that means I actually carried all the books around MYSELF. Lady Boss left early cos she has t report t HQ, and I waited for the stocks to come by myself. I got so bored I sweeped the floor :) Yay belly.

Class chalet on friday. Tyrone booked a bus for the class t go there. Played pool, bowling, arcade then went t play tennis. Mahjong-ed for 4 hours in the evening, waited for BBQ, then went back t bowl and arcade. Played 4 rounds of pool, won all :D Yay belly. Bowling was super, got me pissed too >:( Then went back t mahjong w MR Dan (egg's husband! :O), Eugene and Tyrone. Pwn Mr Dan! Gossiped otw home w Sherry :)

AYD on Saturday. Superb! :D

Cheered till I got a bad bad bad sore throat.

Learnt Salvation History, David's life and alot more. Most importantly, is the P&W that is the best! :D I will be there for next year's AYD! :D

Sing, jump, P&W rock the entire hall! :D

Couldn't wake up the next morning, but still made it in time for Mass.

It's the start of a new liturgical year! :D Breakfast, then had choir practice all the way till 1245.

Had a small meeting for Candlelight carol till 2. Met Maria, then went home.

Shopped w Sis in popular for 1.5 hour! :O Okay, I knw that's very crazy.

Work today again, as usual. :)

Idk how I feel inside now, just quarrelled w Bro.

"If I never go t Nativity, the "Isabel" you see everyday won't exist." Woah belly, you said the right thing. You guys don't understand how much church means to me, because it is the soul inside you who decides to drift away from church. Please at the very least, attend Sunday Masses lah. It is because YOU drift away from church, and Mum, Dad, Sis too, you don't follow Catholic law. Sorry, if you want it to be that way, leave me in the orphanage, I don't mind. You want me to break the Catholic Law, you might as well ask me to DIE. And yes, I am very sure of this. Even if the entire family changes religion, throw me to a Catholic family, cos that's how much I honour my faith. I don't want to be like you guys, get confirmed already and say goodbye to church, even if I transfer to St Anne's, I make sure I belong to somewhere which brings me warmth, and rooted to my ONE AND ONLY FAITH. Please always keep in mind the 10 commandments, I can't believe you said that, break your own religion's law? Remember who you are today, if God never created you, I don't think I have sucha brother, a brother who asks me to go against Catholicism, I wonder how you spent your 7 years of Cathechism. I will NEVER EVER leave Catholicism, and don't you try to doubt that, cos that's what I born to be; a Catholic, what that mould me to who I am today, and the creation of everything, yes everything.

This is not a joke, Idk how you can be so normal now that you have doubt your own faith. Whatever it is, God loves you, go back t church.

21:12

Need you now,

2010-11-24T07:01:00.000-08:00

Hello world. :)

Okay I'm quite cui now. I wna finish posting and head for bed! :D

So this morning, had a really bad dream :( Eugene's and Gabriel's "sweet dreams" doesnt seem t work out :(((

Woke up w my heart racing faster than F1, texted Gabriel, tossed and turned, and went back t sleep.

Went caroling at Wisma. And Idk why is the 7 of us are called "choir by caroling09"! totally no linkkk. Sing, sang, sung and went XingWang ION for lunch w Jasmine, Daryl and Matthias.

Met WeiRu, WeiLit and Nixon at Cine, watched HP7! :)

I dont want t go out w Nixon alr, reaaally fb you better see this! PAIKIABIN!

WeiRu keep pushing my hand away cos I was covering my eyes! ><>

Went home w WeiRu, left Nixon and WeiLit there by themselves. Changed and went out t meet RuiYun. Headed down t bugis and met WeiLit and Nixon. Watch Sammy's adventures 3D together :D SUCKS MAN SUCKSSS! the 3D effect is totally .. KNS.

Walked home w RuiYun and Nixon. :)

And I gotta go back for work tmr. Siandotcom.

ISABEL OFFICIALLY DECLARES I SURVIVED THE 2ND ACTION MOVIE AND I DONT WANT ANYMOREEE!

23:25

My love,

2010-11-23T00:54:00.001-08:00

Hello world! :D

Nothing much for the past 2 days.

Worked ytd, sucked all my energy. totally.

Same happens for today, just that I did the paperwork and the guys did the tougher stuff.

Started talking t ZhanPeng and Marcus, keep on disturbing ZhanPeng. HAHA.

Lady Boss decided t let us off for thursday and friday, which means no work for the next 3 days unless we are called back like last minute thingy. She wanted us t gear up for next week, but I doubt I can. :(

Came back home and wanted t go Aunt's house, but went t sleep and my 2 alarms failed in waking me up.

Caroling starts tmr! :DDD Christmas is reaaally comingggg! :DDD

then movie w awesome 4 tmr! yaaay! :D

Ohyeah, I was just browsing thru' my photos on fb, and realised that the only people who saw me really crazy are my bandies, prolly include those people who saw me during NYC nights where I rolled on the mattress laughing like mad woman and concamp where I rolled on the cold floor laughing my ass off. No matter how much sugar I take in church or in class, I never go high till the extend I went when I am w my clarinetists (specifically pointing finger at Huda and Zoxanne HAHAHA). Okay this seriously have t change. It's time my classmates and CLOSEST churchies (cannot reveal t not close ones first HAHA) see the crazy side of Isabel :D And I knw WeiRu, Nixon and WeiLit are sick of seeing me going high oopsy :P

22:31

With Love,

2010-11-21T02:39:00.001-08:00

Hello world!

Shall post about Band camp and ytd.

I was one of the main I/Cs together w Bryan and Grace. All in all, BC was coolsome :)

Went for BC on thursday, full band, sectionals, then games!

Really nice haha, had a good laugh.

Being the toilet I/C sucks, as usual; have t clean the very dirty stuff. :(

Night games at night after full band. Bryan, Pauline and I went around t scare the groups :P HAHA lmao only. Exco meeting, then went t hide myself under my sleeping bag! :D Camwhored w Huda before that. Didnt do sentry cos I was quite cui alr, the guys did it instead.

Did drills on friday morning. Full band, sectionals, treasure hunt!

Went around making fun of the groups :P Isabel is mean HAHAHA. But I think the groups love my tricks haha. Ensemble competition at night, okay I really dont want t talk about it. Clarinets came in as overall first. However, it didnt reached my expectations :( I hope the next SL dont follow my footsteps, please folllow Jiaying's and Keongtien's. :') Some alumni, especially Yanying, Pauline and Anna plus Marvin came t console, but sighhh.. Didnt watch the movie cos it's percy jackson! brr action movies >:( Sat down and talked t Yanhong, reminds me of the competition.

Exco meeting was cancelled, had a small main I/Cs meeting w MrTang. Then went t do the printing stuff for ensemble competition w WeiRu and MsLee. Slept at 140am! CUI.

Woke up at 5 the next morning cos I have main I/Cs meeting w MsLee, Bryan and Grace at 530. Zomg I actually went t the band room toilet ALONE at such timing! Isabel is brave k :) Grace and I went into the band room, super laughable cos of retarded stuff! HAHA.

Wasnt seh cos MsLee gave us biscuits haha, SUGARRRR :D Meeting ended at 715, reported for drills at 720. Full band, debrief, then break camp. Exco meeting was cancelled. Went home t sleep for 2.5 hours shiok! :D but was still tired.

Met Janice, Leslie, Nst and Lionel at Hougang. Wanted t cab, but didnt.

Went for SJC's concert, the "dancing" part by the choir woke me up, laughable! :B

Was really cui thru'out. Redbull really energised me :D Reminds me of the EOY period when I met Sherry at 5am almost every morning t mug and drank 2 cans of redbull! :D

Church today. Mass was weird, no cross, no lights. How can.

Breakfast at Casa Maria. Caroling practice from 930 till 12. Went t Casa Maria t test the sound. Boomzxc man, totally. External caroling practice till 1. Niceniceniceee. :)))

Selene drove me from church carpark t Matthew 25 HAHAHA. I know it's less than 100 footsteps away but I'm lazy :P Met Derrick and Oliver. OLIVER IS A BIG LIAR! >:( HE MADE ME WEAR WHITE FOR NOTHINGGG. HAHA. But I told him t find a spot at 401 that looks at Nativity. HAHA. Ate at 401. Left at 2, then went t Selene's house.

Fell asleep at Selene's house oopsy :B

But was kinda fun :D

Homed at 530 :)

19:04

ISABEL IS TALL! :D

2010-11-20T08:42:00.000-08:00

Hello world! :D

Sorry I didnt post last monday cos Ss went back t hostel earlier than I thought and my laptop is not back yet! :(

I can't remember what I wanted t post about confirmation alr, nvm next time!

Was busy for the past week. Had band practice on monday, followed by final BC meeting :)

Have t make some last minute changes and it was super rush! Furthermore, I have t use bro's laptop since Sis isn't at home.

Rushed back home and went out t watch "Kung Fu Wing Chun" w RuiYun. The movie was super lmao! :D I regretted telling Yun that that movie is gna be boring. Hahaha. Andand, this is the FIRST ACTION MOVIE I actually went into a cinema and WATCH THE ENTIRE SHOW! Because .. Isabel doesnt like and dont dare (sheesh i just revealed my small secret) t watch action movies! This also explains why I always back out from the action movies outings.

I heard RuiYun telling WeiRu, Eileen and Sabrina "zhe ge Isabel Tan hor, the guy take out his sword only, she cover her eyes." HAHAHA. Ohyeah, and Yun told me she thinks I am the only one who actually covered my eyes during the climax!

Tuesday was kinda boring. /: Mum told me LadyBoss "complaint" t her that I am too quiet HAHAHA. Ohyesyes, I got transferred this year; no longer work w ChengLin and Martin! :( I shall remain quiet till I get used t my new "collegues" I'm gna spend 1 full month w :)))

Went bowling w 3Matthew and 3Mark on Wednesday. Met them, went pool first, then versus 3Mark in bowling. Matthew won! :D Went back t pool :D The 1st match was totally cui, I played like before WeiLit even teach me. Warao. Super fun! :D Wanted t watch Harry Potter but the seats were like, all taken up. Took train back w Tessa, h2h talked along the way. She told me ALOT of stuff I didnt knw! And now I knw the reason for you. I didnt expect any of those manzx, really scaryyy!

I shall talk about Band camp and the rest tmr. My redbull effect is running out soon! Hahahaha. G'night world!

01:19

CONFIRMATION! :D

2010-11-14T08:43:00.000-08:00

Hello world! :D

Today was really great :D

Forgot all my problems though, coolsome! :D

Too excited till I couldnt really sleep last night, woke up at 4+ cos of Sis' alarm, then went t sleep at the sofa haha. Woke up at 515 t finish glueing all my fake nails.

went t church, was kinda seh during Homily. cos i'm listening t the same thing for the 2nd time.

Sang some Xmas songs after mass, O come was the nicest, as usual :D

Xmas caroling practice was cancelled partly cos of confirmation. went t canteen t discuss stuff, then went choir room t hear Jason's modified version for Xmas psalm. It's really super nice! :D I likeee! :D

Headed home t sleep first :)))) woke up, bathed and started t pack my stuff. Makeup-ed and wanted t go down t Serangoon t do my hair, gave it a miss since it was raining quite heavily. Sis did my hair for me instead.

Cabbed down t church, and Lionel sheltered me t canteen. Thank goodness :)) waited for the rest of the Matthews t come and started t camwhore, and signed the football for Leslie.

Time really flies. Soon it was photo-taking, which is followed by the queueing up and then walking into church.

I was really super nervous :S When I was nearing Archie, I whispered t Leslie t tell him I was super scared. Everything went well, though I find my reaction really slow. Archie looked at me and I actually stoned for a couple of secs hahaha. The feeling was really super cool. Can't imagine the coolness :D but yeah, super touched too, holding my tears back :')

Met Selene, Daryl, Bryan, Brian, Nicole, UncleSam and Aloysius after mass.

Camwhored. And I told Aloysius I dare myself t do something :))))

Got gifts from Joshua and the rest, wow super touching.

Kanjiong-ed when Aloysius told me something, and I gotta rush maaaan! Warao I think I was never so urgent in church before. :) Took pictures, though quite cui. Aloysius and Leslie helped me :))) more details tmr :) quite seh now. Felt kinda bad cos STAC members are waiting for me!

Left unwillingly, cos ITS CONFIRMATION DAY!

Bryan drove us all home :)))

I shall blog more about confirmation tmr :D

00:42

knock my heart.

2010-11-13T07:55:00.000-08:00

Hello world. :)

SUNDAY IS HERE! CONFIRMATION! :D

So.. Got up and watched Doraemon ytd morning.

then packed my stuff and went out t meet Shirin, Marilyn and Berenice for mini Sopranos outing! :D Selene came after that. Ate till damn full :O And we were like crazy eaters hahaha. Sat in the restaurant for 2.5hours hahaha.

Gossiped and talked about stuff, brr when I'm mad, I'll say out everything. Everything, literally.

Ran t church cos Shirin and I found out that we were late for Matthew's mass together! :O

Brr I feel the food flying in my stomach hahaha. Just made it in time for mass :D

Went t Hgm after mass, I went t get my stuff while the rest split and ate dinner.

Met again then went t get prezzies! :D

took bus back t church. Something happened in the bus, DAMNATION. that guy really pissed me off, _|_. Big fcuk.

I really love Matthew's spontaneous character, once I get into that incident, the girls cursed while Soo-Tho brothers came and asked me if he need some punches haha. zomg I really love 3Matthew! :D And we'll be there for each other should any of us gets into trouble! :D Thanks Matthew! Love! :D

Went t Youth Office t return 7 umbrellas WO-OH. Wanted t go MM meeting, but then left as soon as I went into AW-3, I really didnt expect, brr my fragile heart couldnt take what's going t happen next, so left. But I reaaally want t go :(((( damn you basket.

I really dont knw how I felt :( My heart felt like some real soft marshmallow being stepped by some big ass. Walked t Eileen's house thinking about lotsa stuff. Got lost along the way, asked some Uncle and he wasted my time by directing me t SK! I was alr so upset and brr, he told me the wrong way! >:(

Took bus back home. Sis told me some unexpected stuff. really cui. :'(((((((((((((((. It's far worse than the heartbreak I got in church :'(((((((((((((((((((((

Confirmation in 16 hours' time. Belly, please cheer up! :(

I'm gna be so close t Archie, coolsome! :'D

Pictures and more pictures! :'D

Time's really packed tmr. Please slow down, time!

00:30

Perhaps I shouldn't have entered AW3 :(((

I'm pretty sure .. Am I? /:

2010-11-12T08:10:00.000-08:00

these are the awesome churchies who make my sundays perfect :)))

Hello world. :)

didn't blog for the past week cos I was pretty busy w headstart's work HAHA, and had band practice/BC meeting after school almost everyday.

okay so, I shall start w concamp :D

Left band late, met Hillary late. Then Aloysius asked me t go and fetch him and Celian, crazy guys!

ohyeah. got into Joshua's group again :D With Elaine as the main facil, then there were Julia, Janice, Carol, Lionel, Nathaniel and myself :D

Played the games, brr was kinda fun cos of awesome coconut! :D

But I hate the cuts, damnation! Ad I didn't know till I bathed and I felt something damn pain. The spinning thingy was damn funny cos I did something really ridiculous! :B I told Coconut and they laughed like some insane people! So I think I shouldnt post it here :)

Headed t community hall for the 2nd part of the games. My eyes were damn effing pain cos of the shampoo. Shampoo went into both my eyes brr. Too much! to the extend that when I took out my contacts 4hours later, I see big bubbles surfacing my contacts case. Miserableee. Thanks t Johnathan, Eugene, Joshua, Shaun and a few more servers whom came t help me w my eyes :) And Lionel for his shirt t wipe my eyes! :) Apparently he was the only one w his back dry then.

Elaine came and brought me t the toilet. Didnt really get any better ohgosh. Couldn't run t catch EJ cos of my eyes, suddenly everything went blur and I couldnt see a single thing clearly :O

Friday and Saturday is almost the same. Sessions all the way, by FrKensonKoh and BroJo respectively :) Watched a movie on friday night, damn touchinggg! :') Sacrament of recon. on saturday, another touching one :'))))) spiritually tired day, yet touched, and moved :D

Slept at 4am cos I was writing fuzzies :D Joshua's and Deborah's took me 2 hours! fyi, I wrote them an A4 paper each cos Deb complained she didnt have one during NYC and there was a misinterpretation between Joshua and I, brr he made me wna slap him for a moment :B

More sessions on sunday afternoon. Affirmation dinner at night, Sebby is my daddy :D cos Mum and Dad couldnt come, Sis and Bro gotta go back t hostel/camp! :( brr Sebby asked me t sit w the facils when my seat has a perfect view! :( Joshua actually dared me t go up and testify, so I agreed provided he write me a script. So yeah went, w a script in Josh's phone. :) Was damn nervous :S didnt dare t loomat anyone except Joshua, Eugene, Johnathan and the parents' faces!

Brr the parting was damn sad :'((( my first time seeing 3/4 of the entire Matthew tearing :'((((

Didnt wait for Joshua and went back home :)

CONCAMP WAS REALLY AWESOME! :D Spiritually touched, coolsome! :D

(all the happenings will take me forever t finish)

Headstart just ended 2 days ago :D Shopping w Sherry on thursday :D

Band on friday, then had BC meeting before going home t sleep :D Met my junior clarinetists and went t meet the sec 4s.

Camwhored w Huda in the bus, she poked my eyeball twice! D: it was super pain! D:

and I asked her what she felt, she said she felt something soft and sticky. OUCH! D:

Missed the busstop and 8 crazy people ran towards CCABranch. NCO POP was really niceeee :D

Saw an accident while we were heading back :O SCARY :(

Gathering for STACsops + Matthew tmr! :D

0130

This feeling will never be back.

My lil' wish,

2010-10-30T22:09:00.000-07:00

Hello world :)

BBQ w 3Matthew ytd :)

Went late cos I had t practice my psalm w Amanda :)

Gossiped before I left :P

then went t get our faces painted :D

Headed t Punggol park like a bunch of zombies :D

Went back t CatsRoom at 9+, played circle of death :D

scolded EJ cos of the camp last week and the upcoming concamp :P HAHAHA.

then Sebby dropped me before sending the rest back. Home at midnight :)

Mass today :)

Went for breakfast then had choir practice :D

I feel weird w/o CatClass today :( :( :(

okay now for t thank ALL the wishes on fb. It's gna be longgg. Chronological order :)

Nixon, Jerron, YiHong, WeiRu, Sherry, WeiLit, Derick, JingTing, WenJie, XueQi, EuniceLiao, Doreen, JiaMing, HillaryLim, Irwin, YuXiang, Nicole, Daphne, Bervyn, Benedict, Dominic, Chloe, EugeneChng, YingTing, YiJie, NathanielSoo-Tho, Edmund (Iforgothimsurname!), Dinesh, KelvinWong, HuiBing, Jordan, Thomas, Alicia (Iforgothersurnametoo!), Zachary, Jochebed, YiMin, Emily, ChingYan, Abel, Yenuo, Keven, YaoKun, RyanPaul, Eileen, Josephine, EdmondOh, DanYing, Darius, AndyFoo, JiaYuan, Christabel, TngJiaQi, WeiHao, Sebby, NadiahLing, RuiLing, YingEn, Samson, ChristopherTan, Aldwin, AliciaEng, JiaMin, Carine, Farid, Vegas, LiXin, Sharron, Axel, Audrey, BoonChoong, EdmundSong, Rionel, Briana, Desmond, Haiqal, GregoryLee, Timothy, SebastianYeoKoh, TiffanyKwek, Zoe, Kenneth, Eddie, Pauline, Magnus, JoeyTan, GabrielTan, TianWei, Huda, JoshuaSoh, KengHak, TohYanTing, BerniceGoh, AnnKiat, Patricia, ChristopherWong, UncleThomas, Ruiwen, MrTang, Cherine, Lindsey, Richie, Shirlyn, DeQi, AloysiusLek, MelvinLian, Adilah, Lencras, SeanOng, Amos, Jerrick, Kevin, HeeSiang, LouisLim, YuQun, ChoonHao, ZhiHui, EstherCousin, JiaYu, Jessica, GraceOng, Benjamin, Abby, Alanna, Ashleigh, AndyGoh, OngYanTing, Oliver, Jena, HuiYu, Jolyn, QianYu, JoeyLing, Aline, CharlesSiethan, QuekWanting, Edwina, Rebecca, Alphonse, NigelCousin, Leslie, Mervin, YvonneSister, BerniceLee, SarahLim, Elcia, Matthias, Cherylene, JiaYi, Nadhirah, Tyrone, Kendrick, Gareth, HilaryLee, Lester, Bryan (Iforgothissurname!), Varick, Oswald, Jason, MarkChia, Diyanah, Martin, NigelLim, XueTing, Marcia, Fatimah, BenedictLim, EdwinPeh, CharlesChua, JasmineTan. Teresa, BryanNg, JonathanPan, HannahOng, Shiyi, JasmineLeong, AliciaTay, Wenhao, Janice, Zion, Claris, WinnieNg, Siying, JasmineLow, Javiel, RyanTan, Nadia, Adrielle, Anggit, MunLing, Jingwen, EdwinToh, Jhoanna, MichelleLee, GinaTan, TessaLiu, Syafiqah, Bonnie, PuayXuan, JoeyLow, Juliet, JohnathanNg, Enrica, WeiCong, ChingYi, Brian, Eliana, ShiXian, Ivan, HuangJiaQi, Reuben, YvonneLiew, Jovena, NgJiaQi, Weifeng, Dennis, YingXuan, Vanessa, Mavis, LouiseYong, Jessline, HoWenJie, ShiMin, IgnatiusTan, MengHwee, Jude, KellyWong, WeiTong, Niki, Caryn, Faruq, SarahNurhani, Diyana, Nabeel, Peggy, YanYing, ChongKai, MarcSim, YanTong, RenYi, JieYing, AgnesNg, Li Er, EugeneTan, HillaryWong, DarylYuen, IreneCousin, XiuWei, JasmineCheong, BiLian, YvonneKoh, QiPan, YueLong, Siyi, Sabrina, Rachel, MingHui, Francis, GraceTan, Shandy, Janet, EdmundTan, Alastair, YvonneLee, Victoria, Samantha, Kevin, EmilianyCousin, Russell, CanXing, HaoTing, WeiShan, DorothyCousin, IgnatiusNg, Chiara and EJ! :D

14:32

15's! :D

2010-10-30T00:19:00.000-07:00

BELLY IS 15! :D

Hello world! :)

Finally past the age of 14, here comes 15! :D

Sherry asked me "are you happy that your birthday is coming?" on thursday,

I replied "I'm happy that I grew one year older, but sad that I'm one year nearer t death."

Happy or sad? :(:

Shall thank everybody in my post later.

Went t science center on thursday w Sherry for the CSI thingy, quite fun lah. Hahaha and it's quite creepy when we went t the first 3 "crime scenes", plus the 2 "crime investigator" is scary! Maybe we are too nice :B

Met churchies for dinner after that, Isabel is always late :P

Ate then went back home. ohya, the lighter the chef lent me is damn big! :O

Otp w Sherry from 11+ till 1+, guess I went too high t fall asleep teehee. Sat in the kitchen and scared bro kekeke :P

Exco meeting in the morning, played some games :)

Had full band, then sectionals :)

Rushed home t bathe then went t meet Sherry. Her Sis and maid even knw about my birthday yaaay :D

Went t Pasir Ris and rollerblade. Gosh, I fell on my butt :( Brr I'm gna teach Sherry how t cycle! :B

Then went home t cut cake. Zomg, this is the first time in 15 years that I cried on my birthday :( Guess only Sherry knws, and WeiRu's card makes me cry even more :'(

Went out t meet Gabriel, Bervyn and Glenn. :D

went back and "pic-chak" all my presents :D

BBQ w 3Matthew later on! :D

Okay, thanks for the presents: SarahLim, WeiRu, XueQi, Amanda, Bervyn, sec2clarinetists, Patricia, WeiLit, Sherry, Nicole, Maria, Abigail and Amanda.

Thanks for the texts, (in chronological): Zoxanne, Huda, XueQi, WeiRu, Amanda, Benedict, Hillary, Jerron, Bervyn, Kengying, Nicole, Yingting, Gabriel, Sherry, Sabrina, WeiLit, Marcus, Cherine, Aloysius, Caiyun, Esther, Alphonse, Ruiyun, Ruiwen, Emillio, Syukriah, Yvonne, Glenn, Peggy, Nigel, Eugene, Chaoneng, Elena, Zen, Janice, Leslie, Patricia, Deborah, Jessline, BryanGoh, Shirin, SarahPhua, Chengyang, BryanLong and HuiMin! :D

Thanks for the email, Dion! :D

Okay I shall thank the facebook wishes when I'm home! I'm going t be late! :O

16:53

2010-10-27T08:06:00.000-07:00

Crazy convo w Sarah! Okay it's damn funny that's why I posted part of it here. Cut out quite abit, cos we were really angry and censored stuff came out hahaha.

Sarah: BELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. I DOWAAAAAAANT. I DOWAAAAAAANT RETESTTTTTTT. I RATHER DROPPPPPPPP.

CAN'T THEY LET A SLACKER, SLACK.

Isabel: I ALSO DONT WANT. C'MON PROTEST!

Sarah: I rather she ask me drop than tell me take retest. Best part is. FOR NOTHING. Just to see whether they want to drop us or not. Slap her face. The school is CRAAAAZY FUUUUUCK.

Isabel: fcuk the school lah basket!

Sarah: WALAO, SHE SAY GOT RETEST.

MY MIND TOTALLY SHUT DOWN MAN.

Isabel: YEAH EXACTLY!

Sarah: I bet everyone's minds thought in unison of three simple words. What. The. Fuck. I'm really very angry. From the bottom of my heart, whoever brought upon the topic of having a retest for EOY, can seriously be fucked.

Isabel: is like asking the entire class t go for eoy AGAIN!

Sarah: Yeh. Bullshitttttttt. Pure bullshitttttt. Wtf, psch huh? Knnb. I felt like slapping Mrs D's face with diapers. Tsk.

Isabel: HAHAHAHAAHAHHAHA for her baby!

Sarah: Imagine you walk up to her with a diaper in your hand. Then she just stare at you. Then you're like. "NAHHHHHHHHHH~!" Then *piakpiakpiak! Then her face got shit.

Isabel: GIVE HER BABY WIPES. FCUK LAH CB. damn nan chi!

Sarah: She so ass. Don't like her face when she say got retest. AIYA, ENOUGH OF HER FACE LAH.

Isabel: see the whole class' faces change lah!

Sarah: I CLOSE ONE EYEEE. MUST THANK ME AHHHH. Walanui. CLOSE TWO EYES MARK OUR PAPER LA, BLOODY NEHNEH. Close one eye, close one eye. NEXT TIME SHE ONLY GOT ONE EYE AH. Go gorge one of her eyeball out. K disgusting. Whot. She's mean. I can be mean too. Everytime she walks past my table. I feel like purposely sticking my leg out. Tsk! She's stepped on my bag a million gazillion times. Bloody bitch. HOW'D YOU LIKE IT IF I STEPPED ALL OVER GOD DAMNED YOUUUUUU. She's mean. Oh hell yeah. She's a mean beeeeeetch. Instead of confronting her, I'd like to confront her husband. Be like, bombarding him with questions and sentences.

Isabel: got once during exams she tripped. then I was like, head look down, unchio and say sorry

Sarah: Next time her husband fetch her. "Eh yew. Yeah yew. Mr D. Whoever you are." "Yes?" (start bombarding!!!!) "WHY YEW MARRY HER?" "NO ONE ELSE WANT YEW AH?" "WHY? NOT HAPPY I TALK TO YOU ISSIT?" "WHAT. WANT FIGHT AH." "YEW KNOW AHHHH. SHE BEEEEETCH ONE LEHHHH..."

"If you all continue to fail liddat hor, you all my thats why drop to combine" BIAAAAATCH. OH OH. YOU KNOW RIGHT. WE IN THE LRT TODAY. She damn retarded can. She damn epic laaaaaaaahhhhh. "Yew all must lead me there ah. I don't know how to go." BLOODY SPOILT WOMAN. I think she won't survive one day if we throw her in one of the HDB estates.

Isabel: aye Mr N is worse

Sarah: Go round and round in circles.

Isabel: his gps lied t him and then we took a big fat round back t school.

Sarah: HAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAA. I'M SILENT LAUGHING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. WHEN I'M SILENT LAUGHING MEANS THAT F*CKING FUNNEH.

Isabel: Put make-up during exams!

Sarah: HAHAHAHAHA. REMEMBER. HER ONE THICK LINE OF BLUSHER. Epic f*ck.

Isabel: monkey's butt!

Sarah: Hahahahahaha. What you call that. OH YAH. BABOON. See. We can go on almost forever about her.

Okay I cut out a big chunk! Better not see what I write, can't imagine so much anger came out from me hahaha.

23:28

2 more days! :D

2010-10-27T01:04:00.001-07:00

Yaaay strike! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! :D

Hello world :)

The school chased us out today so that the p6 kiddos can have a fun time in school.

yeah, went t Riverside Park t pick litter.

Crapped a lot w MrNeo, Yun, Nicole, Sarah and Cherylene in the canteen. Rofl.

Mr Neo drove me, Yun and Nicole t Riverside Park, went there early and the worms keep scaring us! >:( Yun is obsessed w worms :B

Went t shelter and played whacksy taxi when time is not even up :D

then went Macs t eat w E1 :D fyi, there's only 12 of us.

Mr Neo told us the answer which we want t gossip :P Lmao.

He drove me, Yun, Nicole and YaoKun back t school.

okay I must start my Xmas shopping! :D

Out w Sherry tmr! :D Then meet up w churchies at night :D

16:23

HEY I'M BACK!

2010-10-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hello world!

I'm back hahaha. Sorry I didn't blog for the past 24 days cos of some reasons, plus I don't have my laptop w me, so yup :)

I'll just blog everything based on my memory k.

okay so, for the first 2 weeks of October (EOY period), I have only 2 or 3 hours of sleep everyday, excluding weekends :(

went t RP Macs w Sherry at 5am almost everyday, and drank 2 cans of redbull :D

it was really damn crazy, i'm sure the staff at Macs could recognise us for that period of time.

Then after school, we'll go BK and study till evening. At least this effort was paid off :D

Furthermore, for the past 7 days before SS paper,

Sherry and I went t MsLin's tuition centre t seek for help, camp at LJS and BK t write SS essays, camp at canteen t have a small debate for the SS concepts till MrNeo came and gave us ice-cream for our hardwork :D and slept for 2 hours only! :( Okay nvm, at least i'm glad w my SS SEQ results :D

ohyeah, and I was so hardworking (I mean like, really) that Mum and Dad scolded me for sleeping so lil' and skipping my meals just t mug. Awesome belly! :D

Went out for food hunt w Sherry on marking day, went around Singapore and ate :D

End up damn seh when I got home. Legs are totally NUA. :(

Facilitated p6 camp during the last weekend. Awesome teehee :D one of my kids are from CVPS yaaay :D

had some small amazing race on saturday morning, was okay.

Then had "treasure hunt" in the afternoon by EJ, brr made me damn angry. >:(

Eugene reaaally pissed me off. Slurp. Had session at night, I was reaaaaaaally freezing inside :(

Damn bloody coldddddddd :S but I got sugar rush, kept laughing at Janice and Anggit.

went t field w group 5 and talked t Eugene. Got me reminded of stuff I dont wna think of.

Sherry, Gabriel and Bryan kept me occupied from 11+ till 1+. Went t talk w Gab (fling!) till 2+. Couldn't sleep cos I drank redbull earlier :D Took my notebook and started writing some sad stuff :( wrote till 330. Went t sleep and woke up at 5, idk why. Redbull took its crazy effect; when I listened t fast songs and I got high, and when I listened t sad songs, I started t tear hahaha. Idk why. Fyi, my earpiece kept me companied thru'out the night. :D

Looked at the ceiling all the way till 6. My alarm rang and it woke the kiddos up :O

I heard a few kiddos "tsk-ing" when my alarm rang hahaha.

Got up and went Punggol Park w Ashleigh. I did really crazy stuff there, and sang irritating songs along the way. Haha when we got back, EJ got so pissed he told us t shut up and chased us t mass.

Mass, then sexuality talk. fell asleep inside hahaha.

Skipped 2nd part of it and followed the kiddos t Major Seminary, I was 30% seh, and the rest; kept thinking about what just happened /: Texted WeiRu till I really wna cry :'(

Got home and I was reaaaally tireddd.

Just recalled the GPS competition on 20102010. It was super fun :D

And when we were going home, one china guy went mad and started shouting chinese vulgar. I got so scared I hid behind Nixon and Charles in the lrt lift, and we were diagonally opposite him, Nic, Nix, Charles and myself squeezed each other cos that guy was damn scary! :S

Went t bowl w Nixon and WeiLit today.

then sakae-ed w WeiRu, Nixon and WeiLit :D

ACC t fly kite w WeiRu, Ruiyun, Ruiwen, WeiLit, Patricia, Amanda, Sabrina and XueQi after that :D

thanks best friends! :D

00:07

Hey you, y'knw who you are, you once told me you came t my blog frequently, but Idk if you do now. You were once my bestie, and that's the reason why I'm writing this. You used t be a decent girl, I couldn't believe what I saw today. It's really heartbreaking t see someone like you turning t the one I saw today. Please change back, dont be like this. 2 years back, I told you you changed, you said you'd changed back. 2 years later, this is what I see. Who once used t say going t different schools wont let us fall apart? Look at the way it is now, idk how XY and S reacted, but it is definitely negative on my side. I was asked t ask about you, how am I supposed t? W your current state, I doubt I can talk t you like how we used t. Please, just be a good girl.

God's holy child of light :D

2010-10-02T08:47:00.000-07:00

Bangs oh bangs.
When you go insane while studying, this is what you do :D

Hello world.
Didn't step out of the house today, except t throw rubbish.

Finished more or less the whole year's syllabus of Amath today :D YAY! :D
Oh, except logarithms and quadratic inequalities.
I guess simultaneous equations should be okay :)

Bryan is passing me his Amath paper tmr :O
& that is why I mugged every topic of Amath today, cos he told me all his tutees failed, except for one who just passed on the line.
Shall see the paper tmr.

Church tmr! :D
Plus choir practice :D
Okay I'm entering church w an optimistic mind :D
Hopefully the "full" feeling will be back again :)
C'mon Nativity here I come whoo! :D

Ohyeah, I've got my confirmation camp/mass consent form YAAAY! :D
But I don't wanna leave catechism class howwwww. :(((
It's only now, the 8th year, then I start t love Catechism :) :(
I LOVE MY 3 MATTHEW! :D

okay, shall read my book till I fall asleep :)))

00:02

With the memories locked in my heart, we stay as friends :)))

2010-10-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

Hello world.
I have a lil' typing difficulties cos my middle finger is f.pain and I usually type w my middle finger >:(

okay well so, can't really recall what happened on monday and tuesday.
Had the last Cdac lesson on tuesday :(
Goodbye GE3E21 and MM3E02, till next year :)))
H2h talk w Sinyuen before going back home. My 10years buddyyy :))

Came home and did research for the debate the following day w Nicole and Larry.
Did till 1am :O Finished all my work at 230am.
Woke up earlier than usual the next day, but didn't feel seh. HENG SAI.

had debate session after school.
A mix of feelings man, seriously. Lost t Hillary's team by just 0.5 marks! If Hillary wasn't in proposition, we could have won. Cos Ms Jes told me Hillary pulled their overall marks up one.
Did emath test too.

Thursday. Had Bio Mock SPA, Chinese class test and Emath mock exam.
Bio was damn scary :S Shit, I'm starting t get worried for my SPA.
Emath was okay too :)

FRIDAAAY!
Had last P.E. lesson, brr I won't get proper P.E. lessons until 2 years later. damnit. :(
Played Netball like really damn hiong. Everyone was damn serious today.
Got a mini inter-class cos all the E1s reached early and took green, leaving E2 w blue.
Idk why but they just wna be in the same team as me :P

Injured my middle finger, cos I wanted t catch the HIGH ball.
my short arms failed me (AGAIN) and it hit my middle finger and 4th finger. But I managed t catch the ball, nice trading. At least it helps team green :D
then I went up t Mr Goh, cos my fingers were really damn f.paaain. the speed and height of that ball went boom on my 2 pathetic fingers, and pointed my middle finger at him.

Me: aye Mr Goh, my middle finger damn pain ley. (point middle finger) how?
Mr Goh: you want t rest not blah blah blah.
Me: err don't want.
Mr Goh: okay don't point middle finger at me. :)

continued w game. Blue scored 3-0 at first but Mr Goh said we should start a real match.
So green vs blue. 1-0; 2-0; 2-1; 2-2. Last 2 minutes of the game was damn fierce, cos everyone wna win alr. Mr Goh even extended our game :D
Then Nixon threw the ball and FLYYYYY it went in! :D
GOAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLL! :D
Won! :D 3-2 :D

Came home after school, met Aunt along the way, and she came t our house.
Then met Sherry for focus around 6+.
Met Cherylene and went for focus together. Irwin came and taught us SS, cleared my concepts by a bit, no, quite a lot.

Let Ms Michelle Lin mark my SS essay, was a lil' scared cos I'm afraid she would mix church stuff w my workkk.

So for the past 2 weeks, I've been laughing alot w Sarah. :)
From morning assembly; laughing at (fill in the blank)'s hair, laughing w Sarah, jerrick and Eugene, to making crazy faces in classes and even annoying noises in class t keep us awake for ALL lessons. Indeed, it worked :))) Kept my energy level high thru'out all periods :D

I'm looking forward for the food fest together w Sherry and Cherylene after EOY! :D

I'M. DAMN. TIRED. I. WANNA. SLEEEEEP!

22:54

I really do..

2010-09-26T04:30:00.000-07:00

Teehee forgot t upload this a couple of weeks ago. It's Greg when we are doing the prep for feast day haha. And the next thing we know, he landed on the floor w the ball on top of him. Lmao.

Hello world.

I've got alot t say about the previous post but I can't remember. As in, I missed out on hilarious points but rather, focused on the main points only.
What's life w/o jokes? Boredom :D
okay that's crazy of me.

Went t church today.
Again, everything seems really weird. Abit better than last week though. Mass was okay, so was choir practice. Sang Xmas carols, :D!

Told Shirin about the void in my spiritual growth, there's really something missing :S
I've got something I needa answer soon. I need guidance.

then went for cat class.
Watched "The Silent Scream" :( At that point, I really wna go after those who came up w abortion, really scary :S The foetus tried t scream but it can't be heard, plus all the suction, super disgusting. Watched the entire process of abortion, got me traumatised a lil' :(

Went Hgm after cat class, then took bus home.
Saw Uncle Jo at the interchange. He can't recognise me anymore. Damnit! Haha. Well, brings me memories of AEM/NYC again :(

Embarassing stuff happened on the bus /: And like what Yun said, I always do unglam stuf in forte (super loud)
A guy helped me, which I did not expect. And he did more than anyone would expect for a stranger's help. I guess that's what authors meant by perfect stranger.

that stranger look like one ex-server from Nativity. really thankful :)
I came to a realisation that good people do exist :D
When am I gna meet good and awesome people again? :S

Talked t fb not long ago. He really understands me alot, like really inside out. :)
I love my awesome-est bffs! :D WeiRu, Nixon and WeiLit yaaay! :D

Sis and Bro went back t hostel and camps respectively, ouch :(
I'm gna be the only child once again.

19:55

You won't be back, dear.

2010-09-25T09:51:00.000-07:00

Hello world.

Attended concert last week.
The last part was kinda cool cos they use iPad for concert repertoire.
Super sleepy when I was on the way back.
& I like going t places which brings me back memories.
YST >> PHiesta >> AEM/NYC :(

Band on monday.
Chem Acer on tuesday, wanted t pon w Lit and Nixy, but went back cos of WeiRu! :D
Debating on wednesday. Debated w Mag and Nicole against opposition. Won :D Have t debate against the other class this coming wednesday :O! Kinda scared of some rivals :O
Emath Acer on thursday.

FRIDAY! :D
Played Netball like some mad cow. :D Super tiring + the sun blazing hot.
took centre again (:D) but Mr Goh switched me t blue's team.
I hate being short >:( I feel inferior standing beside tall people >:(
My short hands failed in catching the ball (again) and PIAK! it bounced off my face >:(

Went for band, and when I was helping WanLing, the clarinet cupboard door came off and PIAK! Hit my arm :(((
Then went for table tennis inter-class. Without Alphonse or WeiLit this year, I can't play! >:(
Magnus' hits are always super hard. My reaction time = FAIL! :)
Went back for band, had section meeting.

Woke up earlier t do band proposal this morning w body aches all over.

Church tmr! :D

okay off t another part of band camp proposal.

01:02

Somebody to love.

2010-09-17T08:01:00.000-07:00

Lil' sleepyhead bel. :(

Hello world.

Debate session on wednesday, went well even though me and Mag did last minute work. Only Yvonne did her h/w haha. :D
Super fun t debate, I like t use my LOUD voice :D

on thursday, had the 1st 5 juniors for the Junior promotion test :)
1st day's results were quite disappointing though, but 0n the contrary, some did well. :)

Junior Promotion Test continued on friday, for the remaining sec 1s.
then had sectionals. :)
Went for FOCUS together w Alphonse, just like last year.
Did my work though the whole school were screaming for joy. (Lantern Fest celebration)
Mr Tan checked my work yaaay! :D in front of the buffet table o.o
Went back w Alp when the FOCUS/celebration ended.

Cdac ytd, Tkgs paper was .. (speechless).
came home and found out shocking stuff. Hope it'll be over soon man, I gotta hand everything over well months later.
Did my work while crapping w Sis when she came home :D

I love weekends cos Bro and Sis come back! :D Not forgetting, there's church on Sundays! :D

NATIVITY! this morning! :D
Woke up w a weird feeling /: Mass was weird, the congregation, the usuals, everything seemed weird t me ._. Should be me.
had a birthday surprise for Maria! :D
Cat class was awesome, as usual! :D Yaaay I love Matthew! :D
Feel very empty in church, very weird ._. may be some calling HAHA. Gotta deal w this, I need the full feeling backkk! Okay, I must be more involved in church activities, aren't I'm involved currently? Just weird. Even Shirin agrees. Ouch.

Sab's place + concert later! :D

I LOVE NATIVITY + CHURCHIES + 3MATTHEW! :D

14:43

Broken hearted.

2010-09-13T07:28:00.000-07:00

Hello world.
okay I think I'll start from Saturday then :)

Went t church around 4+. Skipped Novena cos I was too caught up w my webbies earlier :)
Met Mum after her teochew mass. Walked around w Maria, Hill and Abi, then left for Leonard's place w Shirin around 530.

Did all the creamy stuff :) had fun tasting out everything. Munched alot as time passes by haha. :D really had alot of fun w 1/3 of STAC :D Laughter and crazy stuff along the way :)
I took out blue THOUSANDS AND HUNDREDS and that donut was sold out k! So honoured yay :D
Cut alot of stuff which made me go gaga. Jason drove me back around 11.

Had a mass STAC wake-up call the next morning haha! :D Woke up at 520, Leonard and Shirin called me at 530, woke Sis up :P
Called Selene and she sound super dead.

Zoomed down to another busstop cos my super smart brain told me my bus isn't coming early.
Just in time for another bus and reached church on time (630 :O) :D
7am mass w Archbishop, super coooooooooooool! :D
I love the incense! :D but it smells weird ytd /:

Prepared for STAC/Confirmants' stall after Mass :)
Had t run between 3 stalls, super crazyyy. But Shirin's worse, she have another shirt stall :P
Feast day was super awesome, photos are up on fb. It only feels kinda weird cos everything seemed so compressed.

Did the clearing up and had "debrief" w STAC. My eyelids are super heavy while I was in choir room. Sat there and stared at the floor, and Selene's music from the piano seems like an accompaniment from the guys' lullaby (noise). okay I'm crazy.

Went home around 245, bathed and went t sleeeeeeeeep! :D
Mum woke me up around 645 and went t get Sis' phone.
H2h talk w Nixon (AWESOME!), Abel and Maria at night :D
I love my fb kayyy. :D Super awesomeee! though lotsa nonsense :D

Supposed t go morning mass w Bryan this morning, but skipped it cos I told me I had a bad feeling I couldn't wake up.
true enough, I snooze all my 4 alarms :D but Bervyn's msg became a wake up call for me cos I felt my head vibrating.

School as usual, was rather quiet :(
Band after school, had sightreading. My sightreading improved a lil' but I think it still sucks. :(
Then had sectionals, made a mini mock exam for the sec 1s, results were disappointing. :(

22:49

Express my brokenness.

2010-09-10T22:19:00.000-07:00

Express my brokenness.

Hello world.
okay my mind's blank now that I don't even know how I start my blog post.

Briefly describe the happenings in my past week.
Tuesday - geog presentation and bio extra lesson in school. Cdac at night. Went t cdac w/o a pen! :O & it was exceptionally ulu that night. :O

Wednesday - Eng and Chi oral. Saw my marks except Chi conversation. Loss for words for chi conversation. Huanglaoshi gave me the ._. face! MrL gave me the usual tiko bin warao. Bombed alot during Eng oral :) Novena at night. Watched the G*Y's conducting almost all the way. his pulses are wrong! >< yet didn't do anything about it.

Thursday - banddd! sectionals w Zoxanne, Jhoanna and ZhengYi was nothing but lmao all the way! Bad SL example :( I played my clarinet that my lips cracked and blood found all over my reed :O & I want new brand clarinet! it's cheaper than Selmer's and the sound is better! But challenging to play! I wanttt!

Friday - went t church in the morning to prepare for feast day w MATTHEW! :D Lunch-ed w churchies after that. Talked t Shirin about Nativity Youths and stuff. Family gathering at night. Webcame w sis :D

Today - went t church in the morning t prepare for STAC's stall tmr. Jumped out of bed at 830 and realised I off-ed all my other 4 alarms at 730! Was late (as usual) but I was the first to reach haha. Left for cdac halfway. Novena w Mum later :0 perhaps I'll go even earlier t help out w the SecCats' stall :) then Leonard's place for the packing of cookies w STAC! :D

FEAST DAY TMR! :D

13:43

Why are my heart broken on feast days? :'(
I really have no idea what to do now. I'm stuck.

Boy, you just left halfway :'(

Bel, you gotta cheer up and carry on.

All the moments I spent w you, I keep them;

Locked.

In.

My.

Heart.

All the best to you. :')))

KOHWEIRU!

2010-09-06T03:34:00.000-07:00

My awesome-est bestie KOHWEIRU :D

hurhur, I chose AEM cos it brings back the most memories :D

thanks for being there for me thru' my ups and downs. Y'knw almost all my lil' secrets :) Sorry for the attitudes at times, y'knw I don't mean it :) thanks for being so awesome :D You are the few whom I can really "partner" when I gl someone haha. Also, You are the rare few ones who can spot my fake smile in school. :') Loveyou my bestbest friend potassium hydroxide! :D Goodluck for y'knw when :P

Hello world.

Church ytd. Mass, then have choir practice.
Went 11am mass just t return the missal.

then have brunch at 401, went back t Cat Room t help Sebby.

BenCon's crazy when it comes t circles, stupid ideas all haha.

Went down t Haven there w Sebby for his legion retreat, he wanted me t join LOM.

Given my shy character, I stood outside :) Talked t Joshua while Seb's testing my patience.

Back home and went out in less than 10 mins. o:

Mum says she wna try out the new hair salon which I totally regret cutting my hair there. >:(

The AUNTIE cut my lil' tail away when I told her not t!

She still said: Don't cut your lil' tail ah (in chinese)

Me: ya correct.

Waraowey, noone except that hairdresser at 153 cut my lil' tail before :(

Showed my black face while waiting for Mum's hair t be done. Waited for long 2.5 hours.

find myself entertainment while waiting for her. :)

& when Mum's paying for everything, the guy that did her hair gave her his name card, then

Guy: you ask your daughter next time come here cut that time present my name card, I cut her hair myself personally. Ask her face don't black black, I knw she's angry at my collegue.

Mum: :O ookayy.

I thought noone saw me sulking! :P

Keep telling Mum about that female hairdresser and how she messed up my hair >:(

My hair is so short now :(

Band today, Zoxanne teared in the middle of the practice! :O

So I told her I'll cry w her and I'll be the best SL ever :D

went crazy during the theory w WanLing, Zoxanne and Huda. MY SLANG'S NOT FUNNY!

Had bio lesson, then went back for band practice. :)

Teared before exco meeting, not cos of my mouthpiece, (okay lah I'm worried /:), and not cos of the score.

Quite busy this week w school stuff and feast day's preparations :)

but no matter how busy I am, I'll make time for special people :D I hope you see this. :B

distracting myself from all rubbish and yay, here I come FUN! :D

I'm attending Novena t be holy haha! :D

19:15

2010-09-04T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hello world.
to start off, I'm so disappointed in manymany people recently.
Can't believe I'd be disappointed in my best pals too. Well, life's like this. :(

okay so, got up early t finish up Cdac homework.
Shouldn't do HOTS questions in the morning, kill braincells only.
cdac's usual, came home and went t sleep :D
Woke up and found ChueHsien in my house :O

Went Teochew Mass w Mum. I don't understand 70% of what the Priest is saying man omg.
Had dinner at Hgm, then went home.

Fell asleep again :D Idk why Parapara songs can't wake me up but rather, cruel temptation's emo song woke me up. :)

Church tmr! :D
Anyw, I'm thinking of private-ing my blog.
leave your emails down in my plurk if you wna get invited.

Cherine! Cheer up my awesome sister! :(

this is certainly not easyyy, even whatcha told me came as a horrifying and shocking news to me. Yes, can't turn the time back now and whatever is done then, is done. This is a harsh way of letting things go, but it happens for a reason. You gotta be strong facing this, everything will be over soon. Sunshine will come after this thunderstorm.

00:18

Isabel, it's time to smile. :')

2010-09-03T08:26:00.000-07:00

Hello world.
Tgif, however, how many more fridays must I get hurt like this? :'(
작별 인사 아기, 다시 날 사랑 희망 ♥

okay so, today is the only day in the week I manage t wake up on time, but I ignored 2 alarms this morning :P
Fyi, I set 5 alarms. haha.

Played National Anthem and school song this morning.
Ms Tan came for Emath lesson yaaay! :D SS was dry, for the last time :P

P.E. was awesome! my 2nd P.E. lesson in the entire term 3. Netball rocks my socks :D
A draw for today's game :( 2-2. Throw face maaan! From 6-0 to 2-2 :(
I got hit at my right cheek cos my short hands failed me in catching the ball threw from WeiRu. But I still managed t catch it :)
My left 4th finger got hit and it sucks! can't type using that finger :(
I still love my awesome centre position :D
Contradicting t a sentence I wrote earlier, my long arms defended better than the last game :D

Had English lesson in the recording studios :) my turn shall come next week :D
Bio practical after that, pictures and videos are w Sherry :) super cool experiment. Mealworms eew! :(

Left halfway during CME for SP DNA course.
The long bus trip reminded me of AEM&NYC again :(
& we went t the building beside AEM :( Ahh memories! :)

The course was awesome. Crapped alot w RuiYun, Doreen and JiaMin :)
Lotsa unglam. almost the same as AEM's unglam stuff haha :D

Reached school awhile after 5 and went for band.
:D

felt so suckish just now after several stuff :(
H2h talk w WeiRu and Cherine not long ago.
Feel so much better now :D

00:04

사랑해요 ♥

2010-09-02T04:30:00.000-07:00

Hello world.

First and fore most, I realised I've become more and more lazy lately.
Cos I'm almost late every morning. Gaa, this is mad :)

School's as usual today.
Got back triple science results. Passed all but didn't reached my expectations, but at least my Chem and Bio improved, don't mention Phy.
So what if I got lower than you, it only shows that I have more room for improvement than you. :) I'm not a sore loser, I can take it.

As expected, my face turned black thru'out the rest of the lessons cos of some reasons. Slurp!
Chinese lesson is the best. Laughed when I saw WeiRu, WeiLit and Nixon :D My awesome-est buddies :D

Went for Debating Course after school, was okay.
Am scheduled for next session's debating :O SCARY :S!

Had sectionals w my clarinetists :D
At least my effort for Vogelhandler score analysing didn't go to waste. :D
Managed to grab all the dynamics and stuff, Mr tang said they improved when I asked them to run thru' under my guidance. :D
I'm sucha great SL :D

DNA course tmr :D
Going back t SP school of Chem & Life Sciences :D
Exactly the place where I had my AEM lessons :(
I MISS NYC AND AEM! :'(

19:40

out w YOU/YUNHO! :D

2010-09-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

Juventus 2008 w Archbishop Chia and church choirs from Serangoon district! :D super long ago.

Hello world.
Nothing much today, slept the whole morning.
Woke up, then went back t sleep again, until 3pm. :D

Sis and Bro came back today :D
But going back tonight :(

Went out w M.Smiley :D
Super awesome :D

22:22

Hello me, AND YOU :D

2010-08-31T05:21:00.000-07:00

crazy names :D

Hello world.
sososo, went shopping on saturday.
Peninsula Plaza, Peninsula SC. Trained down and spent 1 hour in cotton on in Hgm.
Alot of stuff happened meanwhile. Well, one word; wasted.
Saw ShengHao and co., my eye-hand coordination happened again. Wondered I play music in band haha.
Went t shop around Hougang then went back home.

Was late for choir warm-up on sunday, again.
Mass, choir practice, cat class. Joking w Shirin throughout. Me and my crazy imagination :)
Went back for choir practice again. Got stuck in canteen for awhile cos of the rain.
Called Sebby for help but Ignatius led me and Shirin t Blk A w/o getting too drenched. :)
Went Cat room t do the another game's stuff. Left w Abigail and Ashleigh awhile later.

Bus-ed down t Hougang Point w Abigail and met Nixon and WeiLit.
Went Lit's condo t poooooooooooool :D

Shopping after that :D
made the 2 guys shopped w me :D
Went Far East, Wisma, Ion, 313, AMK Hub before heading home.
Went almost all Cotton On's :)

School was rather okay ytd. HuangLaoShi told me I got 1st for chinese test, and I got so happy cos I didn't top CL before. However, ShiHui got the top afterall :( Nvm, 2nd also not bad :D
The rest of the lessons basically sucks.

Band practice after school. Celebrated Mr Tang's birthday.
My acting skills was awesome kay! Made Mr Tang worried like mad cow haha.
& I like the cheesecake from Sarah's Mum! :D Think I'm addicted t cheesecake! :D
Went for dinner w Leslie after band.

today, lessons sucks. Was quiet throughout the entire schoolday.
Except recess when I talked t Sherry, WeiRu and XueQi, teared :'(
Sat there reading my debating form for the entire recess.
Ohyeah, school thinks I have good GL-ing skills :D, tht's why they send me for debating course haha.
Didn't speak a word throughout the entire performance except telling Mag I have t go t toilet cos HE SAID HE'LL BE MR. MAG FOR TODAY. Crazy.

Celebrated w E1s after school, sat there quietly.
Went back t CVPS W Wen, Yun, XueQi and Sab. Caught up w alot of primary schoolmates.
MsKang can't remember me cos she said I am the older batch of track and my juniors laughed at me :(
Niki shouted my chinese name from near the flag pole to canteen. :O So embarassing.
Then went WenYun's house.

I shall have an anti-GL campaign tmr :D
& remove anti-social campaign for a day :D

Sis moved into hostel today :(((
okay September's starting tmr. Goodbye August :( You've been an awesome month, most of the stuff went well. Except for friendships and stuff. Month of tears and joy, nervousness and anxiety. Welcome September, you gna be a better month. :D

Omgosh, I realied I spent 3 hours blogging. :O

22:56

August2010; the best :D

Cos there's you and you only :D

2010-08-28T02:28:00.000-07:00

Time to enjoy life! :D

Hello world :D

Went for Cdac today. Ohyes, watch doraemon before that. :)
Came home and started packing my room. Finish packing almost everything within 3 hours. :D
Left w one more cupboard which I think it's relatively neat, so I shan't tidy it. Haha.

Gotta meet Mum, Sis and ChueHsien now. I'm late, again :) Not surprising.
Church + pool w Nixon and WeiLit tmr! :D

17:51

"Can I date you?"

2010-08-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hello world.
Okay CTs are finaaally over :D
Can get my 8hours of sleep at last, yay :D

English and Amath paper on tuesday. English summary was kinda challenging, questions are managable. Amath paper is kinda easy :)

Chi and SS paper on wednesday. "Anyhow"-ed thru' the chinese cloze passage cos Idk what's the words! SS SEQ was okay, till I did SBQ. Well, basically, Me, Sarah and Lester got fooled. & I knw why Mrs Ali says E1s only care about results, and they totally neglect friendship when it comes to tests.

Mugged till 3am that night. Sis came back from supper at 1am and started re-teaching the entire mole concept :) 3 hours of sleeeeep, haha I'm great yoo :)
Thank goodness 5 alarms managed t wake me up :)
Chem and Emath paper on thursday. Chem was okay. Didn't completed Emath paper cos my eyes were super pain and I wasted time on it. :(

Then mugged till 415am last night. I slept at the time the Malays get up t cook food. Cos I smell the fragrance from my neighbour :) 90mins of sleeeeeeeep!
Asked Bervyn t wake me up even though I set 5 alarms. Idk why but I woke up feeling very awake. Phy and Bio paper today. Phy was easy, Bio was oooookay.

Chaoahbeng really pissed me and Yun off. Slurp him man seriously.
P.E. was cancelled for no reason :( read thru' bio notes during P.E. and recess.
Went for band practice, had fun playing all the running notes :) Made my heart run as well.
But apparently, more stuff pissed me off when I see JB. -.-

Now that CTs are over, time t relax before results come back!
Filled w activities this weekend. :D Shopping, pool, sleep! yay :D
& I really want t go for that DNA course! :(

Eugene lend me an awesome book about Doraemon! :D
It's all about the stuff Doraemon have in his magical pocket. :D
Woohoo coooooooool! :D

22:30

2010-08-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

Hello world.
Okay, I have an interesting start of the week. Super awesome :D
Kept me laughing thru'out. :DDD!

ohyeah, before tht. have a short h2h talk w Leslie on Saturday.
He told alot of stufffffffff. :(
& I didn't knw I am so infamous in church OHSHIT!
Must start MIA-ing. Ohwell, better not. Depends :)

okay so. Finished doing the present on Saturday night, only get t sleep at 2am :(
well, getting used t sleeping late at night alr.
Couldn't wake up the next day despite setting 3 alarms.
Mum has t wake me up for Mass. Was late for choir warm-up. Met Amanda before going in. :)
Choir felt very different ytd, in a good way :D
It feels very full as though it's Xmas Mass when everyone is present. :D

Had choir practice before leaving for Cat class.
Cat class was okay, though I felt abit sleepy halfway, :S
Went t meet Bryan cos he got me chocolates! :)
I thought I was kidding last week but he really get me. teehee.

Had Xmas carolling practice till 12, thn went back t church t try out the pieces :)
Went back home after tht.

Did my homework in the afternoon cos I didn't do much on Saturday :(
When Sis got back at 930pm, she told me she wants new picture for fb.
so. busy taking pictures w the same pose and everything.
watched her edit while I sat at the sofa singing my xmas songs.
then, Sis went youtube t find duets and she sang the boy's part while I sang the girl's, all the way till 12.
Did my SS essay at 12 smiling away :D

Woke up at 520 today :) I set 5 alarms haha!
Left home for church super earlyyy.
Met Bryan in church for morning mass :D
my first time attendinggg. haha more t come :)
thn went t meet the other girls after mass :)

Lessons were okay today, kept me high :D
though I was quite pissed during recess. >:(
Bio prac after school, thn went back home :)
Super nice weather t sleeeeeeeeeep! :D

21:09

2010-08-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hey FB! Cheer up and don't feel sad kayyy.

We are on the same boat, be it in relationship or friendships, remember you have a VERY SWEET FG 24/7 here for you. :))

Don't worry about things, for there will be sunshine after rain :))

Thanks for always being there for me even though I can't help you much at times, (like last night :( )

Cheer up okay! There's still me cos I'm not gna be anti-social to you! :))

Remember I'm gna shout your name knocking WeiLit :P

& remember all the outings we've gone, the times you GL-ed me and vice versa!

Don't worry, the whole world is behind you! :D

Hello world.
Ohyes, didn't mention Sarah was damn sarcastic!
She knew my braces hurt alot and she asked me t do something w my teeth and it hurts a million times! Cos of her fasting month, she cannot change wire for her braces! Damn mean >:( But she's sweet enough t tell me she learn radiation from me cos of my hotness :D

okay so. Went for Cdac today.
Cdac just felt weird, don't knw why.
Walked home w YanTing. :)

Reached home, and got a call from Bryan when I was preparing t meet YanTing and BeeJin t celebrate BeeJin's birthday.
Have t rush down t church at 220, did not went out w YanTing and BeeJin.
Kinda guilty t pangseh them at the very last minute :(

went t toilet feeling quite scared cos it's quite ulu! :(

Did choir stuff for feast day till 4.
Went bus stop opposite OLN t meet Leslie.

Waited for 30mins, tested my patience /: SLURP!

Went upper court and talked.

EJ and Manuel came. Manuel left. Timothy came and left.

Talked alot t EJ and Leslie. Watched kids play soccer, joke of the day. :D

Left upper court at 7+. Back home :)

Church later on! Gna chiong prezzie now! :)

00:35

I'M THE MAIN CAUSE.

2010-08-20T08:21:00.000-07:00

Churchies! :D
never fail t make me lmao :))

Hello world.

Okay things are rather screwed now. :(
yeah, I'm the main cause for everything. You guys happy?
Idk how to explain stuff. I tolerated it for 8months, kept quiet about it. This is partly the reason why I got so stressed, yet everything's my fault now. okay whatever. My fault kay. If everything was my fault and can remove all hatred, I might as well be the cause of all stuff that happened on Earth.

Didn't play National Anthem cos of the bad weather this morning.
FR got delayed. Emath was the usual facebook/plurk lesson. Was busy sorting out my thoughts and trying t see Mr Lee's arrows during SS.
P.E. was cancelled :(
Don't mention recess, it's pissing me off. Bio lesson was kinda sick today, linked excretion t alot of sick stuff. Ms Tong praised us for being so sick. /:

Did SS timed practice after English period.
Left for Ngee Ann Poly halfway thru' CME.

Maths carnival was ookay, killed some of my braincells though.
Reception, games and everything was quite awesome.
NP is super cold :S
Upon 9, I got 2 '8's, 1 '7', 1 '6', 1 '5'. Total average of 7.
I want my cert! :D

00:09

SUCKISH! :(

2010-08-19T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hello world.
I love my awesome churchies above! :D
anyw, I'm taking a break from my Physics report which is pissing me off! >:(

Nothing special for the past 3 days except that I've decided t run an anti-social campaign.
I've lotsa reasons for this. & I'm only running it in school, which means no anti-social t churchies and 4 besties! :D
It's running quite well currently cos I've turned down quite a number of lunch dates and less involvement in everything, except church stuff.

I knw I can't be anti-social in church cos I just agreed w Sebby tht Year 3 Matthew will paint our faces (red, yellow, green) and be traffic lights in front of Priests' Residence. Haha I must be mad. In addition, feast day is coming! face paint and crazy/unglam stuff on that day! shiok haha! :D

went for dental appointment today. Mum asked me t go alone cos she have t go for work like quite last minute. & she told me t bring my laptop so tht I can do my HBL in the train.
Did what I was told :)

Orthodontist changed my lower wire t Copper Nitrite 17.25 >:( Super pain! it's additional thickness compared t the old wires :(
He added 4 quick leaks too :( damnit, super pain. Changed my lower brackets t fatter ones cos there's a change in my wire. Upper braces isn't that bad cos he didn't change the thickness of the wire, so just usual lil' bit of pain which apparently, I got used t it.

Nurse Tan saw how I wanted t struggle :( even the orthodontist asked me if I'm okay when he saw me turning around. :S

Netball tmr! :D I want my position and my team members so that we can pwn the other group's asses again! :D
Gotta go Ngee Ann Poly tmr --> Miss band practice --> no sectionals --> no trying out of Syf piece :(!
Nvm, I'll rush back for the last 30mins or so also shuang :)

22:27

Feels guilty cos of whatcha said..

I just wanted to keep this conversation going on, nothing elseee.

don't think that way puhlease. :(

I can see you're serious about what I said, but don't be like this.

You don't sound like the old you I used to know.. :'(

ASSUMPTION! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2010-08-15T04:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUSSELL!! :D

Hello world :D
today's Assumption of the BVM! :D
yaaay! :D fyi, that's Benedict our Pope!
it was the picture caught on somebody's camera when he got shot some years back.

okay so, friday.
PE was super awesome! :D
Me, Nixon, Sarah, Jerrick, Eugene, Nabeel and YingEn formed a team and won netball 6-0! :DD
I love my position kayyy :) Centre whoo! can run anywhere but the 2 semi-circles :D

recess, english.
had bio practical. Me and Sherry were playing w the foam thn Ms Tong told us it's of pH 9 and it will irritate our hands! :O
But we still continue playing haha. My hand felt super awkward after bio prac, gaa /:

went for band. tried the new SYF piece. woohoo super nice though my sightreading suck ttm :(
Warao, no ex-clarinet SLs have such poor sightreading skills like me :(
Left band early cos I've t rush for Home Misson Mass.
Cherine gave me a shock when I left school! :O
she suddenly, softly and gently said, "Bye Isabel" :O
& I gotta shock cos I thought I saw noone! :O
What's more, it's friday the 13th + HGF :O

Went for Home Mission Mass,
and the first picture I saw on the slideshow was my roadrunner! :D
but the "attendance" was way fewer than the other fridays, for unknown reasons.
Brought my english corrections t do during the 45mins sharing but I end up talking t the rest of my choirmates :)
Went home right after mass cos yeah, must get home before 11.

Saturday.
got up at 7 t meet Nicole for the laminated paper :)
thn bus-ed down t Shirin's house t pass her the papers.
went back home, but soon after, went out for Cdac :)

back home t sleep after tht, went out around 5 t take 89 from busstop downstairs and joined all my other Year 3 Matthew confirmants! :D
Leslie told us the wrong directions and the 7 girls went the wrong way!
Luckily I managed t spot the decending (in number) BBQ pits and went the other direction.
Shirin's slipper broke and we got abit of difficulty getting there.
BBQ-ed like mad cows! :D

didn't managed t play all the games due t time constraint. :(
but still had fun :D
Played scissors paper stone w Leslie cos he dipped my marshmallows in satay sauce!
I ate 1 and he ate 2 yaaay :)
played circle of death and Leslie said I have very good diao-ing skills!
cos he saw me .............. haha!
But really no bad intention lor! SLURP!
Kept making wishes whenever I see an airplane fly past :D

took bus back w the Soo-Tho brothers and reached home around 2330.
Saw an accident otw back. I saw the victim lying there w blood all over. :O
really gotta shock tht my hand tremble while I was replying the messages :(

Was really high after 12, no specific reasons.
talked t Nixy on the phone laughing all the way! haha.
but knocked out as soon as we hang up haha.

SUNDAY! :D
went t church w/o knowing today's Assumption of BVM.
Fr Paul Kee really touched me in the sermon, really super beautiful :D
Mariology for the past weeks + today's sermon = BEST STUFF EVER :D!
Sang Ave Maria in acapella after 2 years whoo! damn awesome :D

went for choir practice, thn t cat class.
did the spray paint thing :) shouted for roadrunner's name and I got scolded by Maria and co. saying I'm noisy :(
Catched up w my half-boyf after getting abandon by him for 8 months! :(

went for choir practice, learnt a new song.
Running notes killing me :(
went t Cat room after choir practice t help Lionel in his CIP.

Went t help everyone t buy lunch together w Shirin and Leslie.
& I found out my head and hands can't coordinate! :(
I turned t Bervyn, turned back, thn waved at him!
Gaa, I must be mad! feel so bad dao-ing him :(

& Idk why guys like t walk fast. SLURP!
Leslie walked so fast I have t run! crazy!
Bought Macs for everyone except Tracy.
She wanted Chicken Rice and I went t Duck Rice stall at 401! :(
Waraowey, thn the uncle was like " chicken rice there HAHA! " in chinese. SLURP YOU UNCLE.
so embarassing! Everyone in cat room laughed at me :(

Helped Lionel, thn drew on our faces, hands. Sebby and Benjamin coloured their hair.
ALL W PAINT! thn went t scare the sec 1s since they are having retreat HAHA!
Feel quite bad haha. but kinda fun :D

Left Nativity around 3.
Home t sleep :D

YAAAY YEAR 3 MATTHEW CONFIRMANTS FTW! :DDD
I love Nativity! :DDD

P.S./ Nixon says YunHo = you? (rolls eye)

20:18

2010-08-10T02:43:00.000-07:00

L for section leaders! :D

Hello world.
okay so, National Day is over.
Long weekend is coming t an end :(

Patricia was sweet enough t remind me that HGF starts today, and she told me something that scare my lungs out :O
After hearing what she said, I end up calling Nixon, Alphonse and WeiLit cos of some reasons.
Nixy told me he wanna sleep, and he end up tossing around his bed for 30mins cos of what I told him :O
Alphonse was talking t my tissue. LAST RESORT: SHOUREN!
Talked t him past 12 and only went t sleep after Sis came home.
Sis took her rosary and I went t gather my rosary and scapulars! :D
& I made sure I fall asleep even before Sis finish her prayer haha!
Had a peaceful night cos of my scapulars :D

Woke up today w my flubug back :(
Took medicine but it's of no help :(
GAAA.

Went back t sleep in the afternoon, not long after I woke up in the morning :P
Dreamt of NYC, but not the one that just past.
this NYC's abit cute ehy, it's Nativity Youth + some other religions.
& THEY CAMP AT MY HOUSE. Omg. Haha.

For no reason, my house got a private carpark attached t it and I got chased by some uncle.
out of nowhere, my roadrunner came out and I asked him t run first! haha.
Almost got killed in my dream but my awesome legs ran faster than that weird uncle :D

& I saw Mr Tang in NYC. how weird ._.
This NYC also clashed w AEM Advanced Diploma HAHA!
Omgosh I must be mad :D

There's more but I won't list cos it's reaaally funny! :D
Can't believe I had this type of dream haha.

SLURP! IWANTDINNER!

18:16

Love, love, love. I want your love :D

2010-08-09T03:45:00.000-07:00

my awesome track&field juniors :D

Hello world.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :D

Mum heard my alarm and woke me up today.
I think she saw my screensaver /: but she said nothing about it PHEW!
Went t eat breakfast w Mum at RM, breakfast was crazy, made me damn full :(

Took bus down t Nativity.
Got a shock when I reached there :D
Saw the Archbishop for the 1st time in my life! :D
& all the other altar servers from 5 different parishes.
Super nice seeing them in red bib and 2 wore some special red stuff :)
However, it sucks within me seeing how few servers Nativity is left w. Screw you PY. >:( Get back all the nice servers! SLURP!

Saw Maria far far away :)
the 200 altar servers took 18mins for entrance and don't knw how many million verses for the entrance hymn.
Abigail has no patience :D UNLIKE ME :D
It was super nice smelling all the incense and Abigail says it's air pollution :(
Idk why I like the smell of the incense alottt! ::D

Went high w Abigail when the Archbishop is giving out the certs for altar servers who have served 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, >10, >12, >18, 20, >20 years. :O
& Abigail keep shouting in my ear that the IHM altar server is not cute. /:
Didn't expect Nativity Altar Servers t take the certs too. Only me, Abigail and Amanda shouted.
:D
Recessional Hymn took 11mins, :O

Called Leslie but he couldn't get up.
the usual crazy Abigail asked me t ask his dad t wake him up. CRAZY!
Went home w/o meeting that pig.
Went RM t have lunch w Mum and Sis.
thn home t sleep and tv :)

I've been sucha good girl recently :)
I turned down movie outings, fireworks at barrage and a few more outings :)

19:33

End of 2010.

2010-08-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

Hello world.

Ohyes, I was so tired last week that out of 5 weekdays, I overslept for 4 days. haha how awesome :D
Went t church as usual this morning.
Wore NYC shirt w Shirin cos we are good citizens of Singapore! :D
Was kinda excited for church today, idk why haha :D

Fr PY chao sia and I saw the ex-servers lmao-ing behind.
It was super LOUD.
Sang National Anthem for the first time in 2010 :D

Today's prayer of the faithful and homily seems t wake me up from my deadliest dream, though I can't really remember the content. :(

Super warm choir practice :(
Stood in the sun, that's why :(
Went for cat class.
I don't get a reason for a dead bat, cos I've bats flying above my head in PH every schoolday esp in the morning.
thank goodness PH have bats. Haha!

Stayed back t clear my doubts on today's cat class and t discuss 3Matthew's class outing :D
thn went for 11am mass together w Abigail, Enrica and Sharlene.
Maria dumped me for LOM! ><

Ohyes, despite going for 2 masses, I still can't understand today's readings lah omg. ._.
All 3 readings! Argh :(
I went for 11am mass cos I felt distracted during 730am mass and partly cos I don't understand the readings.
Abigail wanted me t do stupid stuff t Mark AGAIN!
Walaowey, youth mass is embarassing enough! ><

Went t walk around church after mass w Abigail and Sharlene t look for Shirin's stuff,
thn went back home.

H2H talk w Leslie, Nixon and WeiLit today. Crapped alot w Cherine :)
I need advice! :(

930am mass w Abigail for National Day and special intention tmr! :)
YAY I'M GNA SEE THE ARCHBISHOP FOR THE FIRST TIME!
Super excited! :D

& MY FB NIXON IS SUPER AWESOME COS HE HELPED ME SHOOSHOO SOME GUY! (Y)
Not forgetting, I love my crazy Sis Cherine for talking t me, helping me t sort the complicating matters in my head. :D

00:46

who what when where how?

2010-08-07T07:05:00.000-07:00

Hello world :)

Spent my entire week w my clarinet :D

In short,

Monday - Band practice.

tuesday - NDP Parade Rehearsal.

Wednesday - NDP Parade Rehearsal.

Thursday - Individual Clarinetist Sectionals w Mr Tang.

Friday - NDP Parade.

Went for lunch after Parade ytd, thn headed for KKH.

Parade was awesome, :)

Mood went down out of a sudden, but it also did not get any better after h2h talk w Bryan.

Went home quietly. :(

Basically, was down the entire night.

No advice went into my ear, and just kept thinking about stuff.

H2h talk w Cherine this morning, at least I felt kinda better :)

Went out t Serangoon and met Sis there.

Shouldn't have moved house when I was young, cos Serangoon's food is damn awesome now! :D

Keep walking back t the same place w Sis over and over again haha :D

Was hypnotised by food that we took the wrong bus :(

thank goodness we ended up at Yio Chu Kang which is kinda near PH.

Went RM t get shop, thn went home :)

Shall chiong prezzie! :D

22:39

Cheer me up, dude :')

2010-08-01T05:27:00.000-07:00

Bio prac on friday.
(Single Circulation of blood in fishes)

Hello world.
I haven't found my pencil yet! :(
& I lost my scissors tooooo :(
Some weirdo took away my scissors and replace it w a hot-pink one beside my pencil case. WEIRDDD!

End my week and started a new week all w Nativity! :D
Home Mission Mass, Youth Mass and Sunday! :D

Went for Youth Mass last night, was damn awesome!
Went there nearing 630 and found my awesome churchies in the canteen.
Sat awhile thn went up t the new auditorium.

Had P&W first, sang the songs and one specific sentence triggered me, tears fell :(
It just brings me back t the first day of 2010 :(
Followed by Mass. Joshua came and told me I'm suppose t do Offering w some guy.
Was kinda nervous during cos it's my 2nd time doing and my 1st time was P2!
& I saw Bervyn um chio-ing when he's walking towards me!

Mass was super awesome!
Love the Youth Mass cos it brings me memories of NYC and joy seeing youths of Nativity coming together for a small reunion :D!

Followed Maria t toilet RIGHT after Mass.
I was competing w her t see who reach the toilet first and I even run on the bars! HAHA!
Went back for P&W again! Super funny cos of the drummer's expression! Super awesome! Got t jump around like lunatics! :D

Stayed back t discuss 3Matthew Class BBQ thing w Shirin.
Abigail came, went high for no reason!
Lmao-ed whenever I see Mark cos Abigail asked me t "propose" t him! haha!
& I heard something wrongly till it sound ._. haha!

Went w Abigail and Bervyn t busstop.
I was high high and high! Idk why. but daddy's super quiet :(

Went t church as usual today, choir was small in strength, as well as the congregation cos of the bad weather.
Had practice at the canteen. Sang Ave Maria on my way up t class haha. :)
Mariology Part 2 was meaningful :))
discussed about 3Matthew BBQ w Seb, Leslie and Shirin after cat class cos it ended early and other classes thought we only have 2 present today.

Went home after cat class, and went out again t WeiLit's condo.
Played pool. Nixon came. haha embarassing lah walao! :(
Left at 3+ and went t eat at Hougang Point.
Headed down t KKH and met Justin Yap on the way.
Visited WeiShan :)) H2H talk w Nixon and WeiLit on the way there.
Left at 6+, Nixon, WeiLit and Justin walked me t house downstairs.

Gna have a super busy week up ahead again! :)
keep me occupieddd :)

STAC gna start Xmas practices starting from 15Aug! :DDD

21:06

Holy Spirit, let your fire fall w Strength, Confidence and Wisdom upon me.
In Jesus' Name, Amen :))
Buck up your courage, Isabel :')

:D

2010-07-31T02:12:00.000-07:00

Hello world.
Last day of July, but the tight schedule doesn't end here.
It's good in a way cos I get distracted and didn't think of things I shouldn't think about. However, it's bad on the other hand cos I'm lacking of sleep on weekdays and I'm "booked" on weekends!

Monday.
Dragged WeiRu and Sabrina t ERP and we got tricked! Haha.
Publicise ERP room :D
Me and Alicia took photos for pool table. Joey, JiaYun and BoonKuan took photos for the bball thing and air hockey. haha!
Lessons went as usual.

Had AKWS make-up after school.
& I wouldn't be stressed if I don't have section members skipping band with an invalid reason. This is the reason why stress can never ever be out of my dictionary. :(
Ran out of school t get my section member back, but apparently, she didn't want t come back. Chiong-ed back t school w Bryan cos the adjudicator came alr.
Band practice was awesome :D

Tuesday, lessons as usual again.
Went for CIP after school :)
I'm sucha great teacher haha! :D

Wednesday, went FVPS but CIP was cancelled.
Thursday, went for CIP again, had lunch nearby and went back t school.
Me, Nicole M, Sherry and Cherylene chiong-ed thru' 484 triangles w the help of Mr Neo, Tyrone and co.
total of 11 of us stayed back t do our CME mural.
my group only started on thursday haha! how great :D
left school at 1840. DId my triangles till midnight :)

Friday. Lessons as usual.
Did CME mural during PE, recess and CME.
Left the last bit for Nicole M and Sherry cos I was super late for band.
Band was ookayy... /:
Had NDP rehearsal.

Left band early t prepare for Home Mission Mass.
Psalm was softtttttt.
Left church at 10 and Bryan drove Me, Selene, Nicolena, Uncle Sam and Brian down t ACC t chill :)
home at 1 :)

Went Cdac today, came home and slept for hourssssss.
Had a stupid dream haha! :D
Going for Youth Mass now! :D
NALA FTW! :D

17:33

awesome.. :(

2010-07-25T03:14:00.000-07:00

Hello world :D
went t church as usual today. :)
can't sing during mass cos of my sexy voice.
choir practice, thn went off for cat class.

Headed home after cat class.

Looking forward for tmr :)
Not cos of Amath test, for obvious reasons. & I left my coordinate geo. notes in school! :(
Only have my modulus notes w me :(

SIBF adjudicator's coming down tmr :D
Awesome! I want Mr. Surapol again! :DDD!
Kinda busy week up ahead, again.
I'm gna survive this July! :D

Sorry t those I passed the flu bug to! :(

18:24

I miss you awesome.. :(

SILVER :D

2010-07-24T09:36:00.000-07:00

I drew this cos I was too nervous in Adam Khoo workshop! :D

Hello world.
Goodbye fever, running&blocked nose, phlegm, swollen eyes, breathlessness and stomach problem! :D
I've been taking my medication for this entire week :O!
Pills for breathlessness, panadol flu max -.- and painkiller. wth. :(

thursday, went t school.
AKWS was lmao cos of Gary! :D
Omgosh, he rocks my socks! :D
Lmao all the way, left AKWS at 1.
changed, warm-up and left for RP. Was pissed cos I reminded both QM t bring extra reeds but none of them did! -.-

Waited there, tuned and went in t perform!
Idk why I'm not very nervous, good in a way :D & HuiWen say 1st clarinets is super clear at ROM bar 146 yaaay! :D

went back t school. kept everything.
joined the cohort for dinner, and went back for AKWS.
Andrea talked t us, quite nice :)
Watched a touching video. :D

Ended at 9pm. Initially Yun's dad was supposed t drive us down, but Mr Beng offered t drive me and Sab down t RP for results.
Heard MrBeng, MsLee and MsWong solving a super tricky Amath question along the way haha.

Reached there, heard the results :D
"Pei Hwa Secondary School Symphonic Band. (7 scores) w an average of 87.5%" WHOO SHIOK :D
Sang school song inside there, didn't tear :) Was super high haha!
talked t Bryan awhile and we all left for supper.
Ate at Jalan kayu, thn went back home.

Had a great night sleeping, unlike the night before where I kept waking up every hour wanting t vomit.
& I got a plastic bag and a box of tissue beside my bed. terribleeee!

Friday. Played National Anthem, Mr Muru asked me t go home cos of my eye.
He thought I got some contra*blahblah* virus which is highly contagious.
Talked t Mr Neo, Alicia and Mrs Dan.
Mr Muru came and Mrs Dan told him t let me go for AKWS and I have t promise him tht I will inform the teachers should I feel sick.

Mr Muru changed the air-con degree cos of me, and my seat is really HOT!
& Mrs Dan asked Sherry t takecare of me! :D MrsD used t be the teacher I really don't like the most, but idk why, maybe she think I'm a great chem rep :D haha!

AKWS rock as usual, afternoon session made me cry like a baby. :(
Mum came for closing ceremony, awesome :D
I love AKWS!! :D though it don't really get me motivated haha.
It revealed all my lil' secrets lah wth! Gary can really read girls' mind :D

AKWS was abit like Testify to Love where they talked about the mask and all, and the family part is damn niceee!

Woke up late today, wash up and went t SKCC.
came back home, slept and went out t meet awesome people, Nixon and WeiLit :)
Me and Nixy stood at the end of the busstop and the damn uncle didn't stop the bus! (we didn't flag too :P), leaving WeiLit in the bus haha!
WeiLit alighted and we left for Ehub together :)

Told them my disgusting story along the way, eeyer :S
Accompanied Nixy t BK t eat and went t watch "the blood pledge".
Show was slightly above average :)
went BBQ chicken and see Nixy eat AGAIN! Gl-ed both of them (as usual) haha!

Bus-ed down t church together w them, went for Youth Night :) Only reach around 820.
Talked, walked, saw sum up everything. :) Left at 935.
Bus-ed down t WeiLit's house, Lit was worried tht I'll lose my lose my way! haha.
Walked t another busstop far far away and took bus down t ChompChomp.
Ate there, and took bus back home :)
My awesome fb sent me home :)

church tmr! :D

01:08

SIBF TMR!

2010-07-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

Go clarinetists! We gna kick some ass tmr k! I knw it's pretty late for you guys t read this and I didn't send out messages, but nvm, I knw y'knw I'm an awesome SL :D
Well, we've been thru' alot together. Cos of the 20mins tmr, I raised my voice at y'all, make y'all do alot of push-ups. Y'all have shed tears and I bet you guys don't want your tears t go t waste. & ohmy, I think I should post this on clarinet blog but nvm lah, :) You guys have been an awesome yet worrying section for me : all the hyperness, laughter, drama club, hai mdm and everything we shared gna be precious :D Knw I've made you guys cried and run alot (esp during sectionals), it's all for the 20mins tmr! JIAYOU CLARINETISTS! :D

Fabulous 1st clarinets! C'MON LET'S BRING OUT OUR MELODY TMR AND SHINE WITH IT! :D

Hello world.
It's SIBF tmr! :O

things were okay for the past 3 days, sat for all my 3 sciences' test.
Phy and Bio was okay, praying hard for Chem. :(
Had UNSW paper ytd, focused on the first 30 questions, copied 5 questions :P and chiong thru' the rest of the 25 questions.
Crazy paper! We're only given 1 hour for 60 mad questions!

RH celebrations today, photos gna be up on the following posts :)
Adam Khoo workshop for the next 2 days, :)

22:00

4 more days! :O :D :S

2010-07-18T03:54:00.000-07:00

I love my band clique! :D

& I FORGOT T TAKE PICTURE W SABRINA!!

Hello world.

Shall post before the hectic week comes.

& so, went t church today as usual.

Choir was quite small in terms of strength today.

Here comes July w all the flu bug:(

Had practice at the new canteen. Acoustic was quite good :)

Left practice early for cat class.

Combined lesson, got distracted halfway and kept thinking about stuff.

Went t Serangoon clinic, it's been 6 years since I last went there.

Around 5 years since I last seen a doctor. :D

Got medication for asthma ._.

took bus back t church t meet Gabriel.

walked down t busstop w Bervyn, went back home :)

Slept and went out t meet RuiYun :)

homed! :D

So, next week.

Monday: Bio prac + Band practice after school.

Tuesday: English International Paper after early dismissal.

Wednesday: Band practice.

Thursday: Adam Khoo workshop + SIBF!! :O

Friday: Adam Khoo workshop.

aww my tight schedule :(

wna squeeze in time t catch the horror movie but I'm stuck w all activities lined up.

19:39

PHiesta!! :D

2010-07-17T04:03:00.000-07:00

Hello world.
This week has been a really hectic week, but it's all fun :D

okay, so monday.
Left class early t leave for sound check at RP.
It's been 2 years since I last went there, and it's SIBF again :S
Rehearsal was kinda cooooooooool! :D
Alumni came back :)
I was the bus I/C :D kinda fun and it's like sitting on a roller coaster when you're counting the number of people there is on the bus.
Rehearsal ended at 7plus nearing 8.
Only reached home at 8.45

Tuesday. School's as usual.
Has PHiesta rehearsal after school, ended at 7plus.
Skipped Cdac. Last PHiesta rehearsal went on quite smoothly :D

Wednesday. Lessons as usual. Sex Ed for assembly and FT period.
Disgusting lah wth! :(
Went over t FVPS for CIP after school. The librarian say I'm a very nice person.
& she asked t help her for my following CIP hours :D
soooo... I changed my CIP group w RuiYun! :D

Thurday. School's as usual again.
Sudden difficulty in breathing after recesssss. scary much!
Had band practice until 7.
very nice practice cos we're all getting geared up for Aesthetics Night and SIBF!! :D
Slept at 12 cos I was busy preparing all the 31 cards.

Friday!!! :D
Woke up at 4.30 yawn. Bathed, plurked, and met Yun t go t Sab's house together.
Got our hair done, went back t Yun's house.
Played National Anthem and School Song for morning assembly. Went on better than last week :)
SOL and welcoming the china twinning programme was damn high :D
Zoxanne --> LMAO! :D

Had Amath and SS.
Spent both periods writing the last few cards.
SS was kinda fun cos I relate kampong t babies! cool right x)
left class at 9.35. chiong-ed t band room.
Got everything done, I think I'm like a mad woman shouting here and there yet my clarinetists are like so calm.
all much stuff t carryyy :( squeezed all 10 banners into my bag. --> FAT BAG. :(

Bus I/C again. The allocation got me so confused.
This time round, all the uniform keep hitting my head while I was counting the number of people on the bus. :(
reached YST. Had 1st rehearsal, followed by lunch :)

While waiting for full dress rehearsal t start, something happened t me, Sab and HuiMin.
We got the same thing but Sab recovered later than me and Huimin got it after us :(
It feels like I can't control my own actions and my head is killing me.
Idk why but I found myself panting while lying :O
& the next thing I knw, I was sitting down at somewhere outside :(
Teared cos it's really hard t breathe. Mr Tang came t calm my breathing.
Was still super giddy but I told the rest I was really much better.
Went out t breathe in some fresh air w WeiRu.

Sorry bandies (esp WeiRu, Yun, Anna and clarinetists) for making y'all so worried :(
& thanks WeiRu, Yun and Anna for being there for me thru' my horrifying experience.

Went for full dress rehearsal and lost my file :(
Mood really changed alot.
Sat down the damn dressing room which I felt giddy t have dinner.
Talked t YanHong and recalled where my file is.
& HE LEFT MY FILE IN THE TOILET!
But I was really happy when my file came back :D Idk why. haha.

Went down w Yun t get the stands done w banners.
New banners = hard t put.

PHiesta started, gave out cards t my clarinetists and close bandies :D
Woodwinds warm-up :)
Camwhore-ed w Yun + WeiRu + clarinetists during the long wait :D
Huda and Zoxanne are like crazy woman. HAHA! :D

Went onto the stage during interval. Saw Dominic waving but didn't wave back cos someone called me from behind.
Started playing :D was awesome! :D
Concert ended, got Doreen t pass the 2 cards t Bervyn and Gabriel cos Ms Lee chased me into backstage.

Packed up, met Bervyn and Gabriel t pass them the transport ticket before woodwinds' bus came.
Ng TG sent them back t school. Super coooool.
Bus was quiet on the way back cos many were sleeping.
Reached school, went GO t put down everything.
Out t meet all the awesome schoolmates. Along the way, the bus was damn close t Bryan when it drove past. He asked me t move, but I didn't want t till I saw how close it was :O

Gave out the rest of the cards, thn cabbed home w my awesome churchies Bervyn and Gabriel ! :D
Almost dying in the cab cos I need sleep badly. :(

Homed, facebook+plurk, sleeeeeeeeep! :D

Cdac today, wanted t go t the doc's.
Another hectic week coming up but I'll make time for my scary clinic visit :(

& SORRY DOMINIC! :(
DAMN THAT DAMNED CONCERT BOOKLET COS MY CHURCHIES KNW MY FULL NAME NOW :(
20:07

Can't touch love.

2010-07-11T00:11:00.000-07:00

I love Samuel! He's damn cute! x)

Hello world.

so, friday. Bro drove Mum and I down t NUS t fetch Sis.
went t YST cos NUS is so damn big and we got lost inside! x) haha.
Along the way, drove past 166's route and I recalled how I took 166 to and fro SP for NYC :(

Accompanied Sis' friend awhile cos she's alone waiting for her bro too.
thn headed down t town t get supper.
Wanted t go chompchomp too but it's nearing 12 and we gotta get up early the next day.
We get from East t West, West t ECP, ECP t town, town back home.
Bro took the wrong side of the expressway and we end up at ECP.

Ohyes anyw, YST is damn nice.
But Prince Edward VII hall and Tan Chin Tuan Wing is so much nicer and bigger! :(

Saturday, got up at 815 t do chem and watch doraemon.
Dress up, thn headed down t 4seasons hotel.
Met all my distant relatives and all the uncles from Singapore whom I haven't seen for 5 years! :D
Was damn cool, and they don't recognise me AT ALL!
Heng Uncle still ask 1st Uncle who am I. Haha!
& met my 5th - 9th Aunts for the first time (I think). I didn't knw I had so many aunts lah wth! haha.

eat, ate, ate.
left early w Sis. Bro drove Sis t RJC and me t Nativity! :D
I see all my cat classmates including Leslie gotta shock when they see what I'm in. haha.
Wanted t let go of my heart shape balloon but Janice caught it back. End up w a sec 1 guy.
Washed cars w Abigail and Victor.

Did donations for 7pm mass.
wanted t leave at 7:55pm, but stupid Benedict keep disturbing me! :(
lesson learnt: NEVER HAVE A SECRET PAL LIKE BENEDICT LOKE!
heng sai Leslie, Tracy, Ben and Mark helped me! :D
but stupid Benedict still ran away from them and chased after me!
He made me run from Mary's Shrine all the way t SJDAA tht entrance! (it's the whole curve, at the road there fyi)

So he made me late for my psalm practice.
Met Selene, practiced my psalm w her, left church at 930. saw you :)
Walked home w Selene and it took me 40mins. :O

Leslie called me at 2am just t talk on the phone, crazy teacher!
Jerron called me at 3am t wake me up for WC, btu I went back t sleep.
WeiLit called me at 4.30am;
WeiLit: Wa bel Germany win ley 3-2!
Me: wa okay very good (sleepy tone)
WeiLit: *I forgot what he say, but he say alot of stuff*
Me: orh.
WeiLit: aye you sleeping ah?
Me: ya. haha. how y'knw?
WeiLit: okayokay sorrysorry!

woke up at 6am, prepared for church. :) but was late! Idk why everytime when I psalm, I'll be late /:
mass, psalm went okay yay! :D
choir practice at the new auditorium, damn cool! :D thn leave for car wash again at 1015.
Wash, washed, washed.
& ohyeah, I wanted t carry the pail, but then the pail was so heavy I put it down the moment I lift it up. And the damn pail landed on my big toe! :( got a small cut aww :(

Went 401 t buy water and saw a illegal immigrant w 10 policeman.
He lied down in the middle of the road. crazy!

placed a bet (pinky swear) w Leslie over who's the champion for WC tonight.
SPAIN PLEASE WIN! :D

walked t bus-stop w Bervyn thn went Compass t meet WeiRu and RuiYun.
I was so high I jumped, I sang, I came up w funny tunes and noise when we were walking around Cold Storage! I even "scolded" the cashier in front of him! haha oopsy :P

trained t RivervaleMall t get ribbon for band :)
home sweet home! :)

Haha and I don't want t reply Benedict even though he kept apologising! xD
okay I think he's damn sad cos he emailed and texted me like non-stop :O

15:52

I'm just afraid that he will replace your place in my heart, it's just a matter of time.